Sphinx's Summer
Maya's palms were sweating so much she thought they might actually slide right off her hands. Which would be fine, honestly, because then she wouldn't have to hold this stupid plate of spinach dip that nobody was eating.
"You're so quiet tonight," said her aunt, somehow making quiet sound like an accusation.
Maya shrugged. The backyard party was full of her cousins' friends, all tan and laughing and apparently immune to awkwardness. Meanwhile, Maya felt like a zombie - not the cool kind from movies, but the awkward kind that didn't know where to stand or what to do with her face.
Then she saw the sphinx.
Okay, not an actual sphinx. But Jordan had been perched on the outdoor furniture cushion all evening, looking mysteriously beautiful and completely unreadable, exactly like that stone creature with the human head and lion body that Maya had learned about in World History. Jordan had riddle-like energy too - the kind of person who probably knew exactly who they were at fourteen, while Maya was still trying to figure out if she was allowed to like both anime AND basketball.
She drifted toward the pond at the edge of the yard, needing escape. The goldfish inside were living their best fish lives, swimming in endless circles without caring who was watching or who was cool. Honestly? Goals.
"They're kind of mesmerizing, right?"
Maya jumped. Jordan was suddenly beside her, no longer sphinx-like but just... regular. Regular gorgeous, regular confident.
"Yeah," Maya managed. "They don't have to worry about spinach dip or small talk."
Jordan laughed, and the sound made Maya's chest feel weird. "Same. I was literally hiding over here because your aunt kept asking me about my five-year plan and I don't even have a five-day plan."
Maya stared. "But you look like you have everything figured out."
"That's just my resting sphinx face," Jordan said, deadpan. Then softer: "Nobody actually knows what they're doing, Maya. We're all just faking it till we make it. Like zombies with better skincare."
Something inside Maya unlocked. The zombie feeling wasn't just her - it was everyone. Even Jordan. Even the cousins with their perfect Instagram lives.
"Want to trade the spinach dip for some actual food?" Jordan asked. "I think I saw pizza inside."
Maya's palms had stopped sweating. "Absolutely."
The goldfish swam on, clueless that they'd just witnessed something kind of magical. The beginning of a friendship. The end of feeling alone in a crowd. The start of figuring out that maybe, just maybe, she didn't need to have everything figured out at fourteen.
And the sphinx? She was just a girl who liked pizza and didn't have a five-year plan either. Maya could work with that.