Sphinx of the Pool
The pool deck was basically social warfare, and I was losing. Badly.
I stuck to the shallow end, nursing my Fanta like a lifeline while the cool kids splashed in the deep end. My cousin Elena had dragged me to this party, then promptly abandoned me for a padel game with the seniors. The air smelled like coconut sunscreen and chlorine, that specific summer scent that somehow made everything feel both magical and terrifying.
"You gonna swim or just stand there looking like a lost puppy?"
I jumped. A girl sat on the pool edge, legs dangling in the water, eating something orange and weirdly exotic. Papaya. Who brought papaya to a pool party?
"I'm good," I mumbled, feeling my face heat up.
"You're not good. You're vibrating with anxiety. I can feel it from here." She took another bite of the papaya, juices dripping down her chin. "I'm Luna, by the way. They call me Sphinx because I'm apparently mysterious and unapproachable."
I cracked a smile despite myself. "That's a lot for a fruit-based introduction."
"The papaya's good though. You want?" She held out the half-eaten fruit.
"I'm - I'm okay."
"Your loss." Luna kicked her legs, creating gentle ripples. "You know what your problem is?"
"Besides everything?"
"You're waiting for permission to exist." Her expression softened. "Look, padel-queen Elena over there? She didn't ask to join. She just walked up and started playing. That's the whole secret."
The sun caught the water's surface, creating dancing patterns on her face. Something about her sphinx-like directness made the knot in my chest loosen.
"So... just swim?"
"Just swim. Or eat weird fruit. Or exist. Your choice." She slid into the water with barely a splash. "But the water's actually perfect, and you've been standing there for forty-five minutes looking miserable."
I watched Elena laughing at the padel court, then looked at Luna floating on her back like she owned the entire pool.
Fine.
I dove in.
The water shocked me cold, then wrapped around me like freedom. When I surfaced, Luna grinned.
"See? Sphinx wisdom: always right. You good?"
"Yeah," I said, meaning it. "Actually, I am."