Sphinx at the Finish Line
I never thought my track career would intersect with ancient Egyptian mythology, but there I was, staring at the spray-painted sphinx on the school gym wall while trying not to hyperventilate.
"You're overthinking it again," said Marcus, dumping a handful of supplements into my palm. "Take your vitamin D and chill. The state meet isn't some riddle you have to solve alone."
Easy for him to say. Marcus wasn't the one whose supposed best friend had decided to become a stranger overnight. Jenna and I had been inseparable since seventh grade—joint Spotify accounts, matching everything, the whole aesthetic. But since sophomore year started, she'd been ghosting me like I was some kind of social disease.
Meanwhile, I'd been drowning in track practice, homework, and this weird limbo where I couldn't tell if I was losing my friend or just my mind.
"You good?" Marcus asked, handing me his water bottle during our cooldown lap.
"Honestly? No." The words spilled out before I could stop them. "Jenna's been acting weird, and I don't know what I did wrong, and I feel like I'm failing everything simultaneously."
Marcus nodded slowly. "That's not a riddle with a single answer, though. Sometimes people just outgrow each other. It sucks, but it's not always about you."
The realization hit me harder than any mid-season crash course. I'd been treating this friendship like some sphinx's test—like if I could just figure out what I'd done wrong, I could fix it. But maybe there was nothing to solve.
Track practice became my therapy. Each sprint was another moment I didn't spend spiraling. Each hill repeat was proof that I could push through something hard and come out the other side. Marcus started sticking with me after practice, sometimes staying late just to talk.
"You're not the same person you were last year," he pointed out one day while we stretched. "Maybe she isn't either. People change. It's not a betrayal—it's just growing."
The state meet finally arrived. I stood at the starting line, heart hammering, and realized the sphinx had been posing the wrong question all along. It wasn't "What happens when things fall apart?" It was "What happens when you keep running anyway?"
I took third, but that wasn't the victory. The real win was understanding that some endings make space for beginnings—that losing a friend doesn't mean losing yourself, and that sometimes the people who see you aren't the ones you expected.
Some sphinxes don't have riddles. They just have truths you have to be ready to hear.