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Maya's palms were sweating against her iPhone case as she hovered over Jake's profile. Three years of friendship, countless study hall inside jokes, and here she was—finally ready to risk it all. But the notification that popped up made her stomach drop: *Jake is typing...*

She shoved her phone deep into her beach bag and yanked her bucket hat down lower. Like that would help. Like her stupid crush was something she could just shade herself from.

"Maya! You coming in or what?" Chloe yelled from the edge of the pool. "The water's literally perfect!"

"In a minute!" Maya called back, even though they'd been at the beach party for an hour and she hadn't even taken off her cover-up.

Her phone buzzed again. *Jake: Hey, are you at Chloe's party?*

Maya's heart hammered. This was it. The moment. But then she noticed something on the lounge chair next to her—an orange slice, abandoned and melting into the fabric, staining it bright sunset. Someone's mess. Typical.

*Maya: Yeah, why?*

*Jake: Can you meet me by the palm trees? I need to tell you something.*

The palm trees. The same palm trees where they'd sat during junior prom afterparty, where he'd drunkenly confessed that he thought he might be failing chemistry, where she'd held his hair while he puked vodka and Gatorade. Where she'd realized she was falling for her best friend and had absolutely no idea what to do about it.

Maya stood up, leaving her phone on the chair. No. Not like this. Not through texts, not in private, not as some secret confession she'd have to carry around while he pretended nothing happened at school on Monday.

She stripped off her cover-up, kicked off her sandals, and sprinted toward the ocean. The waves were rough today, the kind that knocked you sideways and made you question every life choice that led to this moment. Perfect.

Swimming out past the breakers, Maya let the salt water fill her mouth, let the current pull her under, let herself forget about Jake's typing indicator and orange stains and everything that felt so heavy five minutes ago. She surfaced, gasping, and saw Chloe waving from the shore, grinning like Maya had just done something brave instead of just having a mini emotional breakdown in the Atlantic.

When she finally dragged herself back to the beach, dripping and exhausted, her phone was still there on the chair. Jake had sent three more messages. Maya didn't read them. Instead, she typed out a new one to the group chat:

*Maya: Who wants to play volleyball? I'm actually alive now.*

Sometimes swimming isn't about staying above water. Sometimes it's about learning that you can go under and still find your way back to the surface. And sometimes the bravest thing you can do is not check the message at all.