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Seventh Inning Stretch

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The hat sat on the passenger seat like a judgment—a faded Chicago Cubs cap that still smelled like him: Old Spice and the peculiar metallic scent of hospital equipment. Elena hadn't meant to take it from his closet. But her hands had moved on their own, grabbing the worn wool like it might somehow bring him back.

Three months since David's funeral, and she was still driving to his office at lunch, parking three blocks away like a criminal. The streets of Chicago blurred through tears that refused to learn their lesson.

"Jesus, Elena," she muttered, wiping her eyes. "You're forty-three years old. Act like it."

A cat jumped onto her hood—orange, scrappy, missing half an ear. David had fed the strays in their alley. Called them his "feline colleagues." This one stared at her with ancient, unimpressed eyes, then settled down like it owned the goddamn car.

Elena laughed, a harsh, broken sound. "Great. Now you're haunting me."

Her phone buzzed. Mark from HR. Again. She'd been avoiding his calls about David's life insurance policy. The paperwork sat on her kitchen table, a mountain of bureaucratic cruelty that demanded she prove her husband was dead.

She turned on the radio. Baseball—the Cubs game, bottom of the seventh. David had loved baseball. Loved its measured grief, its ritual patience. Three strikes. Three outs. Nine innings. The mathematics of failure and redemption.

"You know what I realized?" David had told her once, somewhere between the diagnosis and the end. "Baseball is the only sport where you can fail seven times out of ten and still be considered great."

He'd died in the bottom of the ninth, two outs, full count.

The cat on her hood yawned, stretched, and began washing its face with deliberate, elegant strokes.

Elena picked up David's hat and put it on. It was too large, slipping down over her eyes. The scent of him overwhelmed her—soap and skin and the unbearable reality of absence.

"Fine," she said to the cat, to David, to the universe. "Fine."

She called Mark back. She drove to the alley behind their apartment and bought a bag of cat food. She sat on the back steps, listening to the baseball game, feeding the strays, wearing David's hat like a crown made of memory and pain.

The Cubs were down by three. But there were still two innings left.

Elena watched the orange cat finish eating, then curl up in a patch of sunlight. She took off the cap and held it against her chest, feeling the steady rhythm of her own heart, still beating, still here.

"Bottom of the seventh," she whispered. "Still time left."