Serving Under the Palms
The Dubai heat hit Elena like a physical weight as she stepped onto the padel court, her corporate badge already clinging to her blouse. The resort's PR crisis was contained—for now—but Richard from London was watching her with that hungry look he'd been wearing all week. He called her a fox during the second day's briefing, said it about her negotiation strategy, but everyone heard the double meaning.
Her palm sweated against the racket grip. She hated team-building exercises with the kind of loathing usually reserved for tax audits or dental surgery. But here she was, three days into a luxury corporate retreat, pretending that hitting a ball against a glass wall would somehow fix their department's collapsing morale.
'Your serve, Elena.' Richard's voice carried that polished British confidence, the kind that came from private schools and unearned advantages. He'd spent the whole week mansplaining data analytics to her like she hadn't built the entire dashboard herself.
She served hard. The ball cracked against the glass, bouncing wild. Richard's partner—a junior associate named Sarah who reminded Elena painfully of herself fifteen years earlier—scrambled to return it. Sarah moved like someone terrified of making mistakes, which she probably was. The corporate world ate women like Sarah for breakfast.
A cat appeared near the fence, some stray that lived in the resort's lush gardens. It sat with that maddening feline composure, watching them play their ridiculous game while the real world burned. Elena wondered what the cat saw: four adults in expensive sportswear, pretending that work friends were real friends, that a week of padel and cocktails could fix years of systemic dysfunction.
Richard returned her shot with unnecessary force, like everything else he did. 'You're going to have to do better than that, fox.' There it was again—that word he thought was playful but made her skin crawl. She was thirty-eight, not some ingenue to be flirted with during mandatory recreation.
The palm trees swayed above them, indifferent. Their perfect shadows cut across the court like time. Elena thought about Marcus, waiting for her back in Chicago. They'd been having the same conversation for three years—about marriage, about timing, about whose career would bend to accommodate the other's. This week, she'd realized she didn't want to bend anymore.
'Sorry,' Sarah said, missing another ball. 'I'm not very good at this.' Her voice was small.
'It's fine,' Elena heard herself say. 'It's just a game.' But it wasn't. It was never just a game. Everything was a performance review, everything was a test, and she was so tired of performing.
The cat yawned, showing teeth, then disappeared into the gardens. Elena served again, and this time she didn't think about Richard or Sarah or the quarterly metrics due Monday. She just hit the ball, and for a moment, under the palms, in the ridiculous artificial drama of a corporate retreat, she felt something like freedom.