Seeds in the Outfield
The papaya tree in my backyard dropped fruit like secrets—messy, unexpected, and impossible to ignore. Just like Leo.
"Baseball is literally boomer energy, Maya," Leo said, spinning a padel racket like it was a trophy he'd already won. "Everyone's playing padel now. The courts have actual lights. The baseball field? What's the last time they fixed those backstops? Probably when your dad was in high school."
I didn't mention that my dad *had* played on those fields, or that the cracked dugout bench still had carved initials from like, three generations of kids trying to leave their mark on something that would outlast them.
"Coach says I could start at second base this season," I said, instead.
Leo rolled his eyes, but there was something in them—wistful, almost. "Whatever. Tryouts for the padel club are Friday. Sofia's trying out. You should come."
And there it was. The real reason. Sofia, with her perfect spiral curls and the way she made everything look effortless, including being the kind of person who played padel at a club.
Friday came. I sat on the papaya tree's lowest branch, knees pulled to my chest, watching Leo walk toward the exclusive courts through the gaps in our fence. He'd texted me five times. I hadn't answered.
My abuela came out with two bowls of papaya con chile and lime.
"He's not a bad friend," she said, setting one beside me. "Just a lost one."
"He knows where he's going," I said, bitter. "Straight to the cool table with Sofia."
"Maybe." Abuela's hands were rough from years of cooking, gentle now. "Or maybe he's trying different flavors to figure out what he actually likes. Remember when you refused to eat papaya because you thought it looked weird? Now you beg me to buy it."
I took a bite—sweet, sharp, complicated.
"What if he comes back different?"
Abuela shrugged. "Then you'll know if he's really your friend, or just the person who happened to live next door."
That night, Leo came back. Without Sofia. Without the padel club membership.
"They play differently than us," he said, sitting in the grass beside the papaya tree. "All rules and technique. No soul. I missed... I don't know. The chaos of baseball. The way we make up our own calls."
"You didn't make the team?"
"I quit during drills." Leo laughed. "Coach said I had 'undisciplined energy.' Can you believe that? Like that's an insult?"
I laughed too, relief loosening something in my chest I hadn't realized was knotted tight.
"Baseball tryouts are Monday," I said. "Still time."
Leo looked at the papaya tree, then at me. "Yeah. Yeah, there is."
Some things ripen on their own time. And some friendships are worth waiting for.