Riddles in the Empty Bowl
The apartment smelled like papaya — her scent, somehow. A perfume she'd worn on our first date, tropical and cloying, now seeping from the walls she'd emptied three weeks ago. I sat on the floor with a bottle of whiskey, staring at the sphinx statuette on the mantle. She'd brought it back from Egypt. "You're always so full of riddles," she'd said, running her thumb along the creature's broken wing. Now the stone face offered silent judgment, its riddle finally answered: she wasn't coming back.
My phone buzzed. Sarah. I let it go to voicemail.
The goldfish bowl caught the last light of afternoon. We'd bought them on impulse from a street fair — two orange specks swimming in endless circles. She'd named them Oedipus and Jocasta. A joke that had seemed clever after too many margaritas, now felt like foreshadowing I should have noticed.
Oedipus floated at the top, motionless.
"Fuck," I whispered.
The fish's orange scales caught the dying light. Papaya flesh. That's what she'd said when we bought them. "They look like papaya chunks." Everything circled back to her, even now.
I carried the bowl to the bathroom. The water had clouded. How long had it been since I fed them? Since I'd noticed anything at all?
Flush.
The water swirled, carrying Oedipus away. I watched until the bowl refilled, clear and empty.
Jocasta darted once, twice, then settled near the bottom. Alone now.
My phone buzzed again. Sarah again. This time I answered.
"David?"
"She's not coming back."
"I know," Sarah said. "I'm outside."
I looked at the sphinx one more time. Its stone eyes held nothing, no answers, no comfort. Just the weight of things lost.
The front door opened. Sarah's footsteps. In the bedroom, I heard her moving through boxes, the papaya smell finally giving way to something else. Something uncertain. Something possible.
I set the goldfish bowl on the mantle beside the sphinx. Two ancient riddles. One with an answer, one still swimming in circles.
Coming.