Riddles at the Bottom of the Pool
The pool was empty at 5 AM—that was the point. Elena swam laps in that meditative half-consciousness where thoughts could drift without sticking, the water holding her in a way nothing else had since Richard left. Her arms pulled her through the silence, each stroke a question she couldn't quite form.
On the third lap, it came back to her: Cairo, 2019. The sphinx watching them with that damaged, inscrutable face, Richard saying something about how some riddles weren't meant to be solved. He'd been cryptic even then. She'd thought it was depth. Now she knew it was distance.
She touched the wall, breathless. The lifeguard—a college kid with tired eyes—glanced up from his phone. She wondered if he had someone waiting at home, someone who'd look at him like he was a puzzle they'd stopped trying to solve.
Back in her apartment, the spinach sat wilted in the crisper drawer. She'd bought it on Tuesday, during that brief burst of post-yoga optimism where she thought she might become the kind of woman who ate greens without resentment. Instead she'd been ordering takeout and letting the spinach turn slimy, watching Netflix until her eyes burned.
She dumped the spinach into the pan anyway. Watched it collapse in the heat, all those crisp leaves turning soft, yielding. That's what happens when you apply enough pressure, she thought. Everything gives eventually.
The phone rang. Richard's name on the screen. She let it go to voicemail.
"Some riddles aren't meant to be solved," she said aloud, testing the words. They felt different now—less like wisdom, more like permission to stop wondering why.
She ate the spinach standing at the counter. It tasted like defeat, but also like something else. Like starting over, one mouthful at a time.