Pyramids, Pets, and Growing Up
My friend Leo sat cross-legged on his bedroom floor, staring into the glass bowl like it held the secrets to the universe. Inside, a single goldfish swam in endless circles, its orange scales catching the afternoon light.
"He's not gonna make it, is he?" Leo whispered, and I could hear the crack in his voice.
I flopped onto his bed, dodging a pile of AP History textbooks. "Dude, it's a fish. They live like, what, two weeks?"
"Three months," Leo corrected. "We got him the day after homecoming."
Right. The night Leo's older brother had tried to explain the social pyramid at school—freshmen at the bottom, seniors at the top, and everyone else fighting for middle ground. Leo had bought this fish instead of listening, like some silent rebellion against the whole system.
"Whatever," I said, but my stomach twisted. Leo's parents were splitting up. I'd seen his mom's boxes by the door. This fish was the one thing keeping him together.
My phone buzzed. Another group chat blowing up about Saturday's party—whose house, who was bringing what, who was hooking up with who. The social pyramid in action, notifications stacking up like invisible tiers.
Leo's hand drifted to the shelf above his bed. A stuffed bear with one eye missing and fur matted from years of anxiety-induced squeezing. He'd brought it to school in kindergarten once, and Alex Chen had made fun of him for a week. Now it sat there, a fuzzy witness to every panic attack, every late-night homework meltdown, every silent cry.
My cat back home had the same bear. Different color, same deal. Some things you don't outgrow. Some things you shouldn't have to.
"My dad says I should put him out of his misery," Leo said quietly. "Flush him. Put him in the garden. Whatever."
"Don't," I said, sitting up. "Not yet."
"But he's suffering—"
"Then give him a good day. Like, a REALLY good day." I grabbed my phone. "We'll go all out. Fancy food. Music. A proper send-off. Tomorrow. After school."
Leo's shoulders dropped an inch. "You'd do that? For a fish?"
"For a fish, for my best friend, whatever." I checked the time. "Now let's go. Alex is having people over and if we show up late, we're stuck at the kids' table all night."
Leo stood up, smoothing his shirt. He looked at the fish one last time. "Tomorrow, buddy. We're gonna send you off like a king."
The goldfish did another lap, oblivious. But I caught Leo's expression—relief, mixed with something like hope.
Some things die. Some things you have to let go of. But some things, like goldfish and friendships, you keep swimming for as long as you can.