Pyramid of Empty Palms
The office hummed with that distinctive fluorescent quiet, the kind that settles in your chest like cold water. Elena sat at her desk, her palm pressed against the glass of the small bowl where a single goldfish circled endlessly. It had been a gift from Marcus—somethi ng about 'perseverance' or 'small victories.' She couldn't remember anymore. The goldfish's memory was supposed to last three seconds. Sometimes she envied it.
'You're not listening, El.' Marcus's voice cut through her thoughts. He was pointing at the whiteboard again, where he'd drawn his latest pyramid scheme. Not the illegal kind—the corporate kind. Recruiting, they called it. Building your 'downline.' 'You bring in three, they bring in three, suddenly you're sitting at the top.'
The pyramid stared back at her, all sharp angles and impossible promises. Three weeks ago, she would have nodded. Two weeks ago, she would have taken notes. Today, she just traced the life line on her own palm, wondering when it had started feeling so short.
'Marcus,' she said, and her voice surprised her—steady, calm. 'The only thing at the top of a pyramid is dead air.'
He laughed, that bull-headed laugh that had charmed her at the Christmas party. 'You're overthinking again. Always overthinking.'
'I'm not,' she said. 'I'm done.'
The goldfish surfaced, its mouth opening and closing in the silent water. Elena stood up, gathered her cardigan, her purse, the small framed photograph of her mother that she kept beside the computer. Marcus's expression shifted from confusion to something like panic, then settled into that bullish determination she'd once found attractive.
'You can't just walk away,' he said. 'We're a team.'
'That's the thing about teams,' she said, pressing her palm flat against his office door as she closed it. 'Someone always leaves.'
Outside, the city blurred past her taxi window. She didn't know where she was going. For the first time in years, that seemed like exactly the right thing to not know.