Pyramid of Empty Calories
The org chart looked like a pyramid, Elena thought, staring at her monitor. Her name sat somewhere near the base, buried under layers of VPs and directors who'd never learned to pronounce it correctly. Thirty-seven years old, drowning in KPI reports and water cooler conversations about weekends she'd stopped having.
Her phone buzzed. Another message from Richard: "We need to discuss your trajectory." The same word he'd used at the holiday party, his hand lingering on her lower back as he whispered about climbing together. She'd pretended not to understand then. She wasn't pretending anymore.
Elena's husband, Marcus, had brought home a papaya last night. Some exotic gesture from the grocery store, like fruit could fix what three years of marriage had hollowed out. He'd sliced it carefully, arranging the bright orange flesh in a pyramid on their bed of white sheets, like an offering to a god who'd stopped listening.
"It's supposed to be aphrodisiac," he'd said, not meeting her eyes.
She'd eaten it anyway, the sweet muskiness filling her mouth while she stared at the ceiling, thinking about Richard's promise of a corner office and the way power made certain men believe everything was theirs to take.
The papaya seeds sat in a crystal bowl on her desk now. Richard had texted again: "Lunch? We can discuss your future."
Elena stood up. Her heels clicked against the polished floor as she walked to the executive washroom, locked the door behind her, and turned on the faucet. Water cascaded into the sink, drowning out her phone's persistent buzzing. She watched her reflection distort in the running water, becoming something unrecognizable.
The pyramid scheme of it all hit her then — the way she'd been trading pieces of herself, thinking she was climbing toward something better, when she'd only been building someone else's empire.
She turned off the water. Silence rushed back in, heavy and expectant. Elena took out her phone, blocked Richard's number, and walked back to her desk. The papaya seeds spilled across her keyboard as she swept them into the trash, one small circle of something real in a day manufactured from lies.