Pretending at the Net
The summer before freshman year, Maya decided she needed a glow-up. Not the skincare kind—she needed to be someone who actually did things.
That's how she ended up at the padel courts every Tuesday and Thursday, clutching a borrowed racquet like it might explode. The Cool Kids played padel. It wasn't tennis (too country club) and it wasn't ping pong (too basement). Padel was perfect—trendy but accessible, athletic but not try-hard.
"Your form's getting better," Liam said after Maya managed to return a serve without whiffing completely. He had this effortless hair thing going on, like he'd just rolled out of bed looking like a K-drama lead.
Maya's heart did that embarrassing flutter thing. "Thanks. My cousin's been teaching me."
Lie. Her cousin was twenty-six and worked at a vitamin warehouse, which was how Maya ended up with a pocketful of neon gummies that promised "ENERGY. FOCUS. VIBE." She'd been popping them all week, convinced they were the reason she'd suddenly become marginally less terrible at sports.
"Pool party at Jake's Saturday," Liam said, casually, like it wasn't the social event of the summer. "You should come."
Maya almost said yes. Then she remembered: pool. Swimming. The thing she'd successfully avoided since the fifth-grade disaster when she'd doggy-paddled her way through a birthday party while everyone else actually knew how to, like, swim.
"I might," she said, channeling the chill energy she'd been working on all summer.
Saturday arrived, and so did Maya, wearing her bravest bikini and carrying a towel like armor. She stood at the edge of the pool, watching everyone cannonball and splash and mock-drown each other with that easy confidence of people who'd never had to think about whether they could actually swim.
Liam surfaced near her, slicking water back from his face. "You coming in?"
Maya's vitamin gummies were doing nothing for the nausea in her stomach. "I don't—" She stopped. Started over. "I'm not really good at it. The swimming thing."
Liam blinked. "Okay?"
"Okay?" Maya repeated. "That's it? No roasting?"
"Dude, I can't serve to save my life," Liam said. "We all suck at something. Jake still can't ride a bike."
Maya looked around the pool—really looked. Everyone was just ... existing. No one was performing. No one was pretending. The Cool Kids weren't cool because they were perfect. They were cool because they didn't care.
"Teach me?" Maya asked.
Liam grinned. "Yeah. But fair warning—I'm a terrible teacher."
Maya jumped in. She didn't need the vitamins anymore. She'd already figured out the real secret to glowing up: it wasn't about becoming someone else. It was about being brave enough to be the someone you already were, even if that someone was currently flailing her arms and swallowing pool water.
"Your form's terrible," Liam called over her splashing.
"Shut up," Maya laughed, surfacing. "I'm working on it."