Poolside Resurrection
The papaya sat on my kitchen counter, a tropical reproach to my grey corporate existence. I'd bought it on impulse, something bright and alive to counteract the fluorescent zombie state I entered every day climbing the pyramid at Kearney & Associates.
That's when I found the cat.
She was crouched by the pool, ginger fur matted with something dark. Not blood. Something worse.
"Hey there," I whispered, crouching down. She watched me with eyes that understood everything. "You look like hell too."
I carried her inside, fed her tuna from a can I'd forgotten I had. She ate like she'd never known kindness. I named her Marigold—something that could grow anywhere, even in the cracks.
Three days later, I caught my reflection in the bathroom mirror. The zombie staring back had hollow eyes, skin the color of paper I'd shredded too many times. I was thirty-five and already a ghost haunting my own life.
Marigold wound through my legs, purring like she was stitching me back together.
I called in dead the next morning.
By the pool, with the papaya finally ripe enough to eat, I wept. Marigold watched from the lounge chair, tail flicking, like she knew this was what resurrection looked like—not grand or sudden, but slow and messy and worth it.
"I'm done being dead," I told her.
She blinked, slow and deliberate, then returned to grooming her paw. The papaya was sweet against my tongue, bright as a promise I intended to keep.