Poolside Papaya
The invitation sat on my desk for three days before I worked up the nerve to RSVP. Jason's pool party. The Jason. The one whose smile made my stomach do actual backflips in algebra II.
"You're going, right?" Maya asked, flopping onto my bed. "Everyone's gonna be there."
"I don't even have a bathing suit that doesn't look like it's from 2019."
"So we'll get you one. Duh." She held up her phone. "My cousin's selling papaya-scented scrubs now. We could do a whole prep thing."
"Papaya? Seriously?" I laughed. "Who smells like tropical fruit at a pool party?"
"Someone who smells expensive, that's who."
The party was worse than I imagined. Jason's backyard was packed—senors I'd barely spoken to, people who'd never acknowledged my existence in the halls, now splashing around in his ridiculously blue pool. I hovered near the snack table, clutching a red plastic cup like it was a lifeline.
"Hey, you're in my English class, right?" Jason appeared beside me, water dripping from his hair. "You're doing the presentation on Monday, yeah?"
"Um, yeah. With Maya."
"Cool." He leaned closer. "Want to see something crazy?"
Before I could respond, his cat—a calico named Mango, because apparently Jason's family was weirdly thematic—came streaking through the yard, chased by Jason's little sister. The cat scrambled up the nearest tree: a papaya tree, because of course Jason's family grew their own exotic fruit.
"Mango!" Jason groaned. "Not again."
"You named your cat after a fruit that's in your actual yard?" I found myself saying.
"My mom's obsessed with tropical gardening." He looked at me, really looked at me. "Want to help get him down?"
We spent the next twenty minutes coaxing Mango from the papaya tree while his friends continued partying without us. I got papaya sap on my favorite shirt. Jason's little sister kept asking if we were dating now. And somewhere along the way, my nervousness dissolved into something else—something that felt like the beginning of something real.
"Thanks for helping," Jason said as Mango finally scrambled down. "You're cool, you know that?"
"Cool?" I laughed. "I just got tree sap on my shirt helping you rescue your fruit-named cat."
"Exactly." He smiled, and this time it wasn't just backflips—my whole heart did something closer to a full gymnastics routine. "See you Monday?"
"See you Monday."
I walked home with papaya stains on my shirt and the realization that sometimes the best moments happen when you stop trying to be cool and just start being real.