Poolside Intelligence
The backyard looked like a TikTok comeback montage—fairy lights strung across the oak tree, Spotify playlist bumping, at least thirty people from school crowded around Chase's above-ground pool. I stood near the refreshment table nursing a warm Dr Pepper, feeling like I'd been cast as an extra in my own life.
"You gonna stand there all night or actually get in the pool?" Mia asked, appearing beside me with that knowing look. "Jamie's literally been asking about you."
My stomach did that thing where it feels like someone replaced your organs with static. Jamie Choi. The same Jamie who sat behind me in history and somehow made discussing the Industrial Revolution feel like the most interesting conversation on earth. The same Jamie currently laughing at something Marcus said near the pool ladder.
Marcus. The guy who'd been telling everyone for weeks that his cousin could get us fake IDs. "bull," I'd called it when he first brought it up during lunch. He'd gotten defensive, real defensive, which usually meant someone was lying through their teeth. But here he was, still operating with maximum confidence, still nobody had called him on it.
"I need to, like, actually talk to them first," I said, suddenly hyper-aware of my hair, my swimsuit, my entire existence.
"Oh my GOD, just go over there!" Mia literally pushed me toward the pool area. "You're overthinking it. You literally ALWAYS overthink everything."
I stumbled forward, practically tripping over my own feet, and somehow ended up chest-deep in the shallow end before I could even process what was happening. The water was shockingly cold, and I surfaced sputtering while half the party turned to look.
"You good?" Jamie asked, swimming over with actual concern in their voice. They were wearing this oversized black t-shirt over their swimsuit and their hair was pulled back in that effortless way I could never pull off.
"Totally, I'm so chill," I said, which was approximately 0% true. "Just thought I'd, you know, cool off."
"Smooth," Jamie laughed, and something in my chest did this illegal little flip thing. "So, I heard you're in Mr. Harrison's history class too. Is it just me or does he spend 80% of the time talking about his own glory days?"
"Oh my god YES," I said, maybe too enthusiastically. "He told us about his high school football career for like three days straight last week."
For the next twenty minutes, we floated in the shallow end talking about everything from our teachers' weird habits to how we both secretly liked old school emo music even though it was, quote, "cringe but good." The water kept us from awkwardly crossing our arms or fidgeting with our hands—just this natural medium that made everything feel easier.
I didn't even notice Marcus holding court by the diving board anymore, still telling that same story about his cousin. Some things never changed.
"Hey," Jamie said suddenly, lowering their voice. "I've been meaning to ask—would you want to study for the history final together? Like, this weekend maybe?"
The question hung in the humid summer air like confetti waiting to fall. This was it. The moment I'd been waiting for since August. A chance to hang out with Jamie Choi, voluntarily, outside of school hours.
"Yeah," I said, trying to sound casual but probably failing spectacularly. "I mean, yeah, that'd be actually really cool."
Jamie's smile was so genuine it made my whole body feel warm even though I was standing in shoulder-deep water. "Perfect. Let me get your number."
As Jamie pulled out their phone, I caught Mia's eye across the pool. She gave me this tiny thumbs-up and I realized something: I'd spent so much time worrying about looking stupid or saying the wrong thing that I'd almost missed out on something real.
Some people might call it dumb luck, ending up in the pool when I did. But I like to think I was conducting my own little investigation—testing the waters, both literally and figuratively. Call it what you want: being in the right place at the right time, or maybe just finally taking a chance.
Either way, I'm not complaining. Not even a little bit.