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Poolside Epiphany

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The chlorine stung my eyes, but I refused to look away. Across the pool, Jake Lancaster was holding court with his varsity jacket crew, laughing like they owned everything. I felt like a **zombie**—dead inside, just going through the motions of another weekend where I didn't belong.

"Yo, Maya!" Marcus waved me over to the patio table. "Check this out."

His prize from the carnival booth sat in a plastic bag: a tiny **goldfish** swirling in water that looked way too cloudy. "Namo," he announced proudly. "Like Nemo, but, you know, naw."

I snorted. "That thing's gonna be dead by morning."

"Rude. Nah, Namo's a survivor. Like me." Marcus flexed, which nobody asked him to do.

The backyard suddenly erupted in shouting. I turned to see Jake shoving this freshman kid against the fence. The whole **running** commentary in my head went silent—that primal part of me that knew when to disappear.

Jake was being a **bull** again, charging through everyone's good time like he was entitled to break whatever he wanted. The freshman looked ready to cry. And nobody was doing anything.

Nobody ever did anything.

My feet moved before my brain caught up. I marched across the patio, heart hammering against my ribs.

"Yo, Jake! Chill with the UFC routine."

The words came out shaky but clear. Jake turned, his face twisting into that ugly sneer he used on people who didn't matter. "The Fuck you say?"

"I said chill." I folded my arms, terrified I was about to get absolutely destroyed. "He's like, half your size. It's not a fair fight."

Silence stretched across the backyard. The pool filter hummed. Someone's phone buzzed.

Then Jake's friend Leo stepped up. "She's right, man. Let him go."

Jake dropped the freshman's shirt and stormed off, slamming his fist into a lawn chair on the way.

Marcus appeared beside me, Namo's bag clutched to his chest. "Damn, Maya. You just went full woke warrior on his ass. That was sick."

I looked at the pool, the water rippling in the evening light. Something inside me shifted—like a door finally opening.

"Yeah," I said, almost smiling. "I guess I did."