Poolside Confessions
The sun beat down on the resort's infinity pool, where Elena floated on her back, staring up at the impossibly blue Spanish sky. This was supposed to be their second honeymoon, a chance to reconnect before their tenth anniversary. Instead, Marcus was at the padel court three hours early, practicing his serve with an intensity that usually belonged to boardroom negotiations.
She swam to the edge and pulled herself out, water streaming off her body like the tears she'd refused to shed since yesterday's discovery. The financial statements she'd found in his email — his "bull market" investment strategy had been riding on risky pharmaceutical stocks. Their entire savings, leveraged on a gamble.
The bull. The animal symbol of aggressive market optimism. How fitting that Marcus had chosen it as his screensaver.
Walking toward the padel courts, she saw him through the fence — his shirt off, sweat glistening on his back as he smashed the ball against the wall. He looked younger than forty-two. He looked like the man she'd fallen in love with in Barcelona, the one who'd surprised her with spontaneous weekend trips and laughed at her terrible Spanish.
"Marcus," she called out.
He turned, padel racquet still raised. "Elena. You're up early."
"I couldn't sleep."
"Good. Good." He motioned to the court. "Come play?"
She stepped onto the artificial turf, the granules beneath her feet like the sand of better days. "First, tell me about the investment."
His face changed. The carefree husband vanished, replaced by the calculating executive. "It's not what you think."
"You leveraged everything on a bull run that never came."
"It was supposed to pay out by our anniversary. A fresh start. For us."
The bull, she thought. Not market optimism but hubris.
"You should have told me," she said, hitting the ball back to him.
"I was protecting you."
"From what? Being part of the decision?"
They played in silence, the rhythm of their game mirroring ten years of marriage — the returns, the responses, the unspoken understanding that had somehow fractured without either noticing.
"I sold everything this morning," Marcus said finally, missing an easy shot. "We lost half. But we still have the other half."
Elena let the ball bounce past her. "We have each other?"
He walked to the net, resting his hands on it. "Do we?"
She joined him at the net, the sun climbing higher. "That depends. Are you done making decisions for both of us?"
Marcus looked at her, really looked at her, for the first time in months. "I'm done with the bulls. All of them."
"Good," she said, and meant it. "Now, about that honeymoon..."