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Pills and Paranoia

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Mark found the orange bottle in her coat pocket, buried beneath crumpled receipts. VITAMIN D, the label read, but she'd never mentioned supplements before. At 47, he knew better than to trust labels.

The neighborhood cat — a battle-scarred tom with one ear — watched from the fire escape as Mark tailed his wife of twelve years. Three blocks behind, he became the spy he'd always mocked in films. Sarah's heels clicked against pavement, an irregular rhythm that used to lull him to sleep. Now it sounded like code.

She ducked into a brownstone Mark had never noticed. Through the rain-streaked window, silhouettes moved. He counted three figures before lightning fractured the sky, illuminating nothing but his own reflection in the glass. A stranger's face stared back — hollow-eyed, desperate, ridiculous.

Their golden retriever, Buster, greeted Sarah with enthusiasm when she returned at midnight. Animals didn't lie. Mark watched from the doorway, the vitamin bottle burning in his pocket. She'd been distant for months. Working late, coming home tired, finding reasons to sleep in the guest room during her migraines. The signs were all there.

"You're standing in the dark," she said, not turning around. She knew. Of course she knew.

"Where were you?" The cat yowled outside, a sound like breaking glass.

Sarah faced him then. In the streetlamp's glow, Mark saw the lines around her eyes deepen. She reached into her purse, not for a weapon, but for her phone. Pulled up a calendar.

"Fertility treatments," she said softly. "I didn't want to tell you until I knew anything was possible. At our age..."

The pills were prenatal vitamins. The brownstone was a specialist's office. The silhouettes were other couples, equally desperate, equally terrified of hoping.

Mark crossed the room, but Buster got there first — the dog pressing between them, sensing something in the air they'd both forgotten. The possibility of beginning again.