Paws, Palms, and Perfect Games
Maya's palms were so sweaty she could barely grip her phone. Across the baseball diamond, Jake was in the batter's box, looking effortless in those way-too-expensive sunglasses everyone at school was obsessed with.
"You're literally vibrating," said Sam, nudging her with their sneaker. "Chill. He's just a guy. A guy who happens to be the varsity pitcher and somehow has perfect hair during gym class."
Maya wiped her hands on her jeans. "I can't just talk to him. What would I even say? 'Hey, nice form on that fastball? I've been watching you from behind the concession stand like a total creep?'"
Sam's Labrador, Buster, chose that moment to abandon his quest for a discarded hot dog and lumber over to Maya. He flopped dramatically across her feet and offered his slobbery chin.
"Buster says you're overthinking it," Sam said solemnly. "He's an emotional support animal now. It's official."
"Since when?"
"Since right now. Also, he reads palms." Sam grabbed Maya's hand before she could protest. "See, this lifeline means you're going to survive talking to Jake. And this heart line—wait, is that mustard?"
Buster sneezed directly on Maya's shoe.
The baseball game ended. Jake's team won, of course. Because the universe loved to prove Maya's anxiety right by making everything perfect for everyone except her. He headed toward the dugout, surrounded by his friends. That familiar tightness squeezed Maya's chest—the feeling of being on the outside of something she desperately wanted to be part of.
"Go," Sam whispered. "Buster will provide moral support."
"Buster is currently eating a napkin."
"He's multitasking. GO."
So Maya went. Her heart hammered like a drumline solo. Sweat made her shirt stick to her back. She rehearsed twelve different openings in her head and discarded all of them because they sounded like something from a bad rom-com.
She was ten feet away when Jake turned around. He was closer than she'd expected. Up close, he wasn't some untouchable god. He had a smudge of dirt on his cheek and his jersey was stained with grass. Real human details that made him somehow more intimidating because he was actual and not just a fantasy.
"Hey!" Jake said, like she was someone he talked to regularly. "You're in my English class, right? The one with Mr. Harrison's terrible puns?"
Maya's brain short-circuited. "Yeah. The one who thinks 'comma sutra' is funny."
Jake laughed. An actual, genuine laugh. "Exactly. Hey, did you see that catch I made in the seventh? My dog was going crazy about it at home. Probably barking at the TV like he does whenever baseball comes on."
"You have a dog?" Maya asked, and suddenly her palms weren't sweating anymore because this was a topic. A safe, normal topic. "What kind?"
"Golden retriever. Named Slider. Because my dad thinks he's clever." Jake stepped closer, lowering his voice. "Can I tell you something?"
Maya nodded, not trusting her voice.
"I was so nervous about this game. I was literally shaking in the dugout. My palms were so sweaty I almost dropped the ball twice."
"Really?" Maya said, before she could stop herself. "Because you looked... you know. Unbothered."
"Fake it till you make it," Jake said with a crooked smile. "I'm actually a mess inside. But I've been wanting to talk to you all semester and I kept chickening out."
Maya's brain did the mental equivalent of a blue screen of death. "Wait. What?"
"In English? You sit two rows back and always have those really good notes. I was gonna ask for help with the essay, but I kept wimping out." Jake rubbed the back of his neck, looking suddenly vulnerable. "So, uh, do you think maybe you could help me figure out what Harrison means by 'allegorical implications'? Because I have no clue."
Behind her, Sam wolf-whistled. Buster barked joyfully, finally having given up on the mustard-stained napkin.
Maya laughed. She couldn't help it. The tightness in her chest dissolved into something warm and bubbling. "Yeah. I can help with that."
Jake's smile was different now—less perfect, more real. "Cool. So, baseball games. You come to them often?"
"Only when Sam forces me to."
"Good to know," Jake said. "Because next Friday's the playoffs. You should come. Buster—you know what, never mind."
"Buster what?" Maya grinned.
"I was gonna say Buster would love it, but that makes no sense." Jake shook his head. "I'm rambling. I ramble when I'm nervous."
"It's okay," Maya said. "I ramble when I'm NOT nervous, which is basically never." She paused. "For the record? You didn't look nervous out there. You looked amazing."
Jake's ears actually turned pink. It was maybe the best thing Maya had ever seen. "Thanks," he said softly. "You're pretty amazing too."
Sam caught up with them, Buster trotting happily at their heels. "Well, that wasn't painful at all," they announced. "Buster predicted this. He's a prophet. We should start a cult."
Jake looked between them, confused but smiling. "I'm going to pretend I understand what's happening."
"You'll get used to it," Maya said. And for the first time in months, her palms were dry. The world felt bright and possible and weirdly, wonderfully ordinary.