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Paper Thin Disguise

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Zara's black beanie was basically fused to her skull at this point. It was her armor, her security blanket, her literal don't-look-at-me-I'm-socially-anxious shield. Junior year was hitting different — suddenly everyone was either having epic glow-ups or total meltdowns, and Zara was just trying to exist without her palms sweating through everything.

The school carnival was mandatory social hell, but someone had signed her up for the fortune-telling booth. Probably her well-meaning guidance counselor who thought forced social interaction was good for her anxiety. Rude.

"Come in, come in," Zara said, channeling her best mysterious vibes from behind a cramped table covered in fake crystal ball and even faker tarot cards.

Then Tyler walked in.

Tyler, who sat behind her in pre-calc and had that effortlessly perfect hair that defied physics. Tyler, whose smile could probably cure seasonal depression. Zara's palms immediately went full sprinkler system situation.

"What's my fortune?" he asked, grinning like he knew something she didn't.

She reached for his hand, trying to look professional and not like she was internally screaming. His palm was warm. Calm. Not sweaty at all. Because Tyler was built different.

"Let me see..." She traced the lines on his hand, having absolutely no idea what she was doing. "You're... someone who notices things. Someone who watches."

His smile softened. "Got it in one."

"And you're..." She noticed something on his palm. Sharpie marks? Numbers? It looked like... was that a username?

Her username. From the art account she ran anonymously. The one where she posted her drawings and rambled about anxiety and feeling invisible.

"@shadow_artist_17?" she read, confused. "That's... my username."

"I know," Tyler said, suddenly looking more vulnerable than she'd ever seen him. "I've been following your art for months. Your drawings of empty hallways, notes about feeling invisible in crowds... they're everything."

Zara's brain short-circuited. "Wait. YOU'RE the anonymous commenter who always leaves those detailed analysis replies?"

"Guilty." He rubbed the back of his neck. "I was gonna introduce myself forever ago, but you always have your hood up and headphones on. Seemed like you wanted space."

She stared at him. All this time, she'd been the one hiding, terrified of being seen. But Tyler — popular, confident Tyler — had been the one watching her, carefully, from a distance.

"That's not creepy, right?" he asked, suddenly looking nervous. "I mean, I tried to make it obvious in comments that I actually paid attention. I wasn't trying to be a weirdo spy person—"

"No," Zara interrupted, pulling her hat slightly lower to hide her smile. "It's not creepy. It's actually... kinda perfect."

His username was written on his palm. Like he'd practiced asking her out. Like he'd carried the reminder of her everywhere.

"So," Tyler said, "would the fortune teller maybe predict if I could sit with you at lunch Monday? Or should I come back for another reading?"

Zara laughed. "I'm predicting you don't need to pay another dollar to find out."

Maybe it was time to retire the hat armor. Some people actually wanted to see what was underneath.