Papaya Stains on White Sneakers
My white Air Forces were pristine when I walked into the country club. Three minutes later, they were ruined.
"You coming or what?" Tyler asked, already holding a padel racket like he'd been born with one in his hand. Padel. The sport everyone at Northwood High was suddenly obsessed with. The sport my parents forced me to try because "it's social, honey, you need to get out there."
"Coming," I said, trying to sound chill instead of like I'd spent thirty minutes YouTube-ing padel tutorials that morning. As I stepped onto the court, my foot caught on something orange and squishy.
A papaya. A literal, entire papaya, just sitting there like a tropical landmine.
"Who brings papaya to padel?" I muttered, attempting to scrape the orange pulp off my pristine white sneaker. The stain wasn't coming off. It was settling in. Making itself at home.
"That's my cat's favorite," someone said behind me. I turned to see Maya—actual Maya, who sat behind me in pre-calc and never spoke—watching me with amused eyes. "Figaro. He's weird obsessed with papaya. I keep telling my mom it's not normal."
"Your... cat?" I asked, because the sentence hadn't fully processed.
"Yeah, my brother must've left it here after practice. He's always sneaking Figaro treats." She stepped closer, pointing at my shoe. "That's not coming out, by the way. Papaya is relentless."
Great. Just great. First day of padel, already ruined shoes, and now Maya—Maya who definitely thought I was a loser—was witnessing my shame.
"You play?" she asked, nodding toward the court.
"I mean, I'm about to?" The words came out more like a question. Because they were. I didn't play. I didn't do sports. I did spinach smoothies for breakfast because my doctor said my iron was low, and I did endless scrolling through padel tutorials at midnight because I was desperate to fit in.
Tyler was waving at me from the baseline. "Lena! We need a fourth!"
I looked at Maya. She looked at the papaya stain on my shoe.
"I can teach you," she said, like it was nothing. Like it wasn't huge. "I played varsity tennis before I switched here. Padel's way more fun anyway."
"Really?"
"Really." She grinned. "Besides, anyone who survives a papaya ambush on their first day? That's good luck. We need good luck on our team."
Our team. The words hit different.
I walked onto the court, orange-stained shoe and all, and something in my chest loosened. Maybe fitting in wasn't about perfect sneakers or perfect serves. Maybe it was about papaya landmines and cat people who became your people.
"Wait," I called back to Maya. "What's your brother's name? The one with the cat?"
"Tyler," she said. "Why?"
I laughed. Actually laughed. "No reason."
Tyler waved his racket impatiently. "Lena! Serve already!"
I gripped the racket. My hands were shaking. My shoe was ruined. I had no idea what I was doing.
But for the first time in forever, that felt like enough.