Papaya Prom & Zombie Eyes
Maya's reflection in the bathroom mirror showed exactly zero percent effort. Hoodie up, headphones on, zombie mode activated — her default setting since seventh grade when she realized that trying to be popular was exhausting and pointless.
"Yo, Maya! You coming to Jax's pool thing or what?" Chloe called from the hallway, already in her bikini. "His parents got that new—"
"Papaya," Maya deadpanned. "I know. You've mentioned it forty-two times."
"It's EXOTIC, Maya. God, why are you like this?" Chloe flipped her hair and stormed off.
Why was she like this? Good question. Maya looked at her phone screen. Instagram stories showed everyone at Jax's already — palm trees swaying over the infinity pool, Taylor and her squad doing that pose that somehow made everyone look like Fox News anchors had a baby with Instagram models. Fake bright, fake perfect, fake everything.
Then: a notification from Leo. The new guy. The quiet guy who sat behind her in history and drew foxes in the margins of his notes.
"Pool party = death sentence. wanna bail?"
Maya's thumbs hovered. This wasn't her. She didn't bail. She didn't DO things.
Her dad's golden retriever, Buster, nudged her knee with his wet nose, sensing her hesitation like dogs always do. He thumped his tail against the bathtub — reminder that the world existed outside her head.
"What if, for once, I'm not the zombie?" she whispered to him.
Buster sneezed.
Fine. Message sent.
Twenty minutes later, she met Leo at the corner store. He wore a faded band tee and had skateboard grease on his jeans. He held out a papaya Smoothie from the bodega.
"Figured we needed something less basic than whatever they're drinking at Jax's."
Maya took it. "Bold move assuming I like papaya."
"Bold move assuming you'd actually show."
They ended up at the park instead, sitting on the swings as the sun painted everything pink and orange. No pool. No fake poses. No performing for an audience.
"So what's your deal?" Leo asked, kicking at the mulch. "Like, at school you're basically a ghost."
"Zombie, technically. There's a difference. Ghosts don't know they're dead. Zombies are just trying to survive."
Leo laughed. It was real laughter, not the performative kind she heard at school.
"Fair." He paused. "You know those foxes I draw? They're all wearing masks."
Maya looked at him, really looked at him. "Yeah?"
"Yeah. Because everyone's hiding something. Even the people who look like they have it figured out."
Her phone buzzed — twenty notifications from Jax's party. She turned it off.
"Teach me to draw a fox," she said.
And as Leo showed her how to make the ears look wild and defiant, Maya realized something important: zombie mode wasn't a survival strategy anymore. It was a choice. And for the first time in forever, she was choosing something real.