Palm Readings at Dawn
The palm tree outside her window still swayed like it did three years ago, when she'd trace the lines on my hand and promise me everything. I stood on the balcony with a glass of water, watching the sun rise over Miami, wondering how we'd become this — two people who'd mastered the art of hurting each other precisely where it mattered most.
She'd called me bull-headed last night, her voice cracking with that particular exhaustion that comes after the same argument for the hundredth time. She wasn't wrong. I'd refused to sell the baseball card collection my father left me, even though she needed the money for her mother's surgery. Some principle about legacy that felt hollow now, standing alone in her apartment while she slept in the other room.
The vitamin supplements sat on the kitchen counter — calcium, D3, magnesium — her morning ritual that I'd always mocked as pseudoscience. Now I found myself reaching for them, desperate for something, anything that might make me stronger, better, the person she needed me to be.
"You still here?"
I turned. She leaned against the doorframe, wrapped in my old Cornell University hoodie. The baseball cap from our first date sat backwards on her head. Something about the sight of it made my chest ache.
"Yeah."
She walked to the balcony, standing close enough that I could smell her shampoo. "My mother's getting worse, you know. The doctor says it's progressive."
"I know."
"So sell the cards, David. Please."
I looked at the palm tree, at the water rippling in the pool below, at her reflection in the glass. The bull-headedness wasn't about the cards anymore. It was about admitting that I'd been wrong, that my principles had cost us something irreplaceable.
"I'll call the appraiser tomorrow," I said. "But the cards aren't the point, are they?"
She took my hand, reading my palm like she used to, her fingers tracing the life line that seemed to grow shorter every year. "No. They never were."