Palm Lines at the Pool Party
My sweaty palms were literally ruining my life. I stood at the edge of the Miller's pool, clutching my iPhone like it was a lifeline, watching everyone else act like swimming was the most natural thing in the world. Meanwhile, I was fully having an existential crisis about whether my attempt at beach waves had just fallen flat. Literally.
The humidity was making my hair frizz in exactly seven different directions. I scrolled through Instagram for the fiftieth time, because pretending to be deeply invested in someone's keto smoothie content was way easier than actually talking to people.
That's when I saw the fox.
Not metaphorically. An actual, real-life fox had somehow wandered into the Miller's backyard, standing near the fence like it was evaluating the social dynamics of this whole gathering. It stared at me with these amber eyes that were honestly more intelligent than half the people at this party.
"Is that... is that a fox?" someone asked, and suddenly everyone was looking. Including Leo, who I'd been lowkey avoiding since he ghosted me after the semiformal three months ago.
Leo swam over to the edge, water dripping from his hair (which was annoyingly perfect even wet), and looked at the fox. "Dude, that's so random." Then he looked at me. "Hey, Jay. You gonna swim or what?"
My palms were sweating so hard at this point that I was basically sliding off my phone case. I opened my mouth to say something witty, something chill, something that didn't betray that I'd spent the last hour thinking about how his hair had looked at the semiformal and how he'd disappeared after that one slow dance.
Instead, Mrs. Miller appeared with a tray of spinach dip and went, "Oh! There's the fox again! He lives in the woods behind our house. Very polite fellow."
The fox dipped its head at Mrs. Miller like it understood the compliment. I was losing my mind.
"You coming in?" Leo asked again, and there was something in his voice that made me think maybe he wanted me to say yes.
I looked at my iPhone, my safety net, my excuse to stay distant. Then I looked at the fox, who was still watching me like it knew something I didn't.
"Yeah," I said, pocketing my phone. "Yeah, I'm coming in."
The fox's tail twitched once, approvingly, before slipping back into the woods. And as I jumped into the pool and felt Leo's hand brush mine underwater, I realized some things are worth risking sweaty palms for.