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Orange Cleats on Diamond Dust

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Maya's converse were orange. Not just kinda orange — like, aggressively orange. The kind of orange that made teachers do double-takes in hallways and whispered "what is she DOING" follows her to lunch.

"You're literally going to get dress-coded," said Jordan, adjusting his varsity baseball jacket like it was part of his anatomy. "Again."

"Literally don't care," Maya shot back, though her stomach did that weird flip thing. Because she did care. She just couldn't let Jordan know she cared.

Running was supposed to be her thing. Track, cross country, whatever — she was fast, and running was the one place where nobody expected her to be Jordan's little sister or the girl who'd had a panic attack in the cafeteria last semester. But then her knee had gone pop during regionals, and suddenly she was benched for the season, watching everyone else live their best lives while she iced her knee and thought about how much high school sucked sometimes.

That's when she started showing up at the baseball diamond after school.

At first it was just to escape her room. But then she got hooked on it — the rhythm of it, the way the dirt felt under her feet, even though her knee still throbbed when she pivoted too hard. Jordan's team practiced there, but she'd come later, when it was empty, just her and the borrowed bat she'd found in the garage.

"You're actually not terrible," Jordan said one evening, appearing behind the backstop with a slushie in each hand. "For someone who runs like a terrified gazelle."

Maya flipped him off but accepted the slushie. It was blue. "I'm working on my swing. Coach says I might make varsity next year if I—"

"Wait, you're trying out?" Jordan's eyes went wide. "For real?"

"Maybe." Maya swung the bat, connecting with the ball she'd pitched to herself earlier. It went flying into the gathering dusk. "I don't know. I just... I miss feeling like I'm part of something."

Jordan was quiet for a long moment. Then: "Tomorrow. Come to practice. I'll tell Coach you're testing out."

"Seriously?"

"Yeah. Just..." He gestured at her feet. "Maybe wear something less orange. We're trying to be intimidating here."

Maya looked down at her converse, glowing against the dusty diamond. grinned. "No promises."

The next day, as she stepped up to the plate for the first time with the whole team watching, Maya thought about how she'd ended up here — running from one identity and straight into another one she hadn't seen coming. The pitcher wound up. Maya planted her orange shoes, swung hard, and heard the crack of the bat like something finally clicking into place.

"See?" Jordan called from the outfield. "I told you you weren't terrible."

Maya rounded first base, grinning so hard her face hurt. For the first time since her injury, she felt like she was running toward something instead of away from it.