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Memory Like A Goldfish

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Maya's first day at Riverside High, she made two mistakes: wearing the vintage fedora she'd found at a thrift store, and agreeing to play padel during lunch break.

"Nice hat," Leo said from across the net, flipping his racket with that casual confidence that made everyone want to be his friend. "Very... detective chic."

Her face burned. The hat had seemed like armor that morning—a way to signal she was someone different than the girl who'd left her old school after *The Incident*. But under Leo's gray eyes and everyone watching, it just felt like a costume.

"Thanks," she mumbled, already planning to never wear it again.

The padel court became her daily battlefield. By Wednesday, she'd figured out that her backhand was actually solid, and that Leo always played harder when the popular girls were watching. By Friday, she'd learned that her service partner, quiet Zara with the electric-blue streaks in her hair, had the most sarcastic commentary she'd ever heard.

"Leo's serving like his arm's made of marshmallalls," Zara whispered as another ball hit the net. "Total bull if you ask me—he's totally sandbagging so Chloe will compliment his form later."

Maya choked back a laugh. Zara was right.

That weekend, Maya's dad brought home a goldfish in a bowl from his coworker who was moving. "His name's Fin," he said, like it was the most normal thing to acquire a pet without asking your teenager daughter first.

She stared at the orange fish swimming in endless circles. They say goldfish have three-second memories, she told Fin that night. I wish I had that. I'd forget everything about last week.

Monday morning, she caught her reflection in the bathroom mirror. The fedora sat on the counter. She picked it up, then set it down again.

At the padel courts, Zara was already there, stretching. No hat today?

Decided to skip the detective phase, Maya said, and Zara smiled like she'd been waiting for Maya to say exactly that.

They crushed their opponents 6-2. Afterward, Leo joined them at the bench. You've got serious game, he said, and for the first time, Maya didn't feel like performing. She was just a girl who liked padel, who made a new friend, who was slowly figuring out that fitting in wasn't about changing herself—it was about finding the places where she already fit.

That night, she dropped a fish food flake into Fin's bowl. Guess you're stuck with me, she whispered. Three-second memory or not, I'm starting to think this school thing might actually work out.

The fish swam to the top, mouth opening and closing, and Maya could've sworn he understood.