Market Corrections
The cat watched him with those judging amber eyes as Richard packed his box. Twenty years at Goldman, and this was his exit—a cardboard box and a security escort past the bull statue in the lobby, its bronze form gleaming with what Richard now recognized as pure, unadulterated arrogance.
"You'll be fine," Elena had said when they'd broken up six months ago. "You're Richard Fucking Mercer. You always land on your feet."
He hadn't told her then that his feet had stopped feeling like his own somewhere around 2008. That the thrill of the trade had curdled into a low-grade nausea he treated with expensive whiskey and indifference.
Now he stood in his apartment—a place that had always been too large, too sterile, too expensive—surrounded by the accumulated debris of a life built on momentum. The cat, a rescue named after his first big win, wound around his ankles. Richard had never wanted a cat. Elena had brought it home three years ago, and now she was gone and the cat remained.
On the kitchen counter sat the goldfish in its bowl—a parting gift from his team, cruelly ironic. He watched its mouth open and close, open and close, oxygen-starved in its too-small world. He felt a kinship with it.
His phone buzzed. Marcus—his oldest friend, the one who'd left finance years ago to open that restaurant everyone said was impossible to sustain.
"Drink?" the text read.
Richard found himself at a corner table at Marcus's place an hour later, the cat fed, the goldfish swimming in its bowl, watching him leave. Marcus slid a whiskey across the table.
"So," Marcus said. "The golden handcuffs finally snapped."
"They didn't snap," Richard said, staring into his glass. "I just stopped pretending they were jewelry."
Marcus studied him. "You know what I see? I see someone who's been holding his breath underwater for twenty years and just realized he can actually come up for air."
"And what's above water?"
"Anything you want, dickhead. You're fifty-two, not dead."
Richard thought about the cat waiting at home. The goldfish in its bowl. The way the bull statue had seemed almost to mock him with its frozen, triumphant charge toward nowhere.
"I don't know what I want," he admitted. "That's the problem."
"Then figure it out," Marcus said, refilling his glass. "Start by deciding what you don't want. That's easier."
Richard didn't go home that night. He sat with his friend until dawn, and when he finally returned, the sun was rising over the city he'd spent decades conquering without ever once stopping to ask why. The cat was asleep on his pillow. The goldfish was still swimming in circles. Richard watched it for a long time before realizing: it wasn't trapped. It just hadn't learned yet that the bowl had no walls against the air.
He smiled for the first time in months.