Market Bears and Childhood Gardens
Marcus stared at his iPhone as the market plummeted, watching red numbers cascade like digital blood. His portfolio was down forty percent since Monday. The bear market had arrived with teeth bared, and he was the meal.
"Another drink?" Elena asked, sliding onto the barstool beside him. Her wedding ring caught the light — new, polished, not his.
He'd spent ten years climbing the corporate ladder at Henderson Capital, becoming the bull everyone respected. Ruthless, unstoppable, always charging forward. Until today's board meeting where they'd called him "old-school" and thanked him for his service. Severance package: generous. Dignity: optional.
"My father used to grow spinach," Marcus said, staring at his whiskey. "In our backyard garden. He'd tend those plants like they were his children. Every morning before school, I'd help him harvest the leaves. He said patience was the only currency that mattered."
Elena's thumb moved across her iPhone screen, probably texting her husband. She'd married the man who'd taken Marcus's corner office two months ago. "You think this is the time for stories about vegetables?"
"I think it's the time for honesty." Marcus signaled the bartender for another round. "I was going to propose to you three years ago. Had the ring. Then came the promotion, then the next promotion, and suddenly I was too important for things like gardens and proposals."
The bear outside the bar window was literal — a electronic sign for the steakhouse across the street, its neon form flickering in the rain. But the real bear was in his gut, tearing apart everything he'd built.
"You chose the money, Marcus," Elena said, not unkindly. "You chose becoming the bull who tramples everything."
He'd quit eating spinach years ago. Too messy, too earthy, too reminiscent of the father he'd tried to outgrow. Now he wondered if his father had been the wealthy one all along.
"Maybe," Marcus said, and finally smiled. "But spinach grows back in spring."
He left his phone on the bar. Let the bull market rage without him.