Lightning in the Aquarium
Maya felt like a zombie. Three days of finals, two hours of sleep, and now she was supposed to be having the time of her life at Jordan's party. The bass thumped through her chest, but her brain was stuck in some weird half-awake state where everything looked slightly pixelated, like someone had turned down the resolution on reality.
"You good?" Jordan appeared beside her, holding a red solo cup like it was a sacred offering. "You look... dead."
"Zombie mode activated," Maya mumbled, accepting the drink. "AP Physics literally murdered my soul."
Jordan laughed, but his eyes darted past her. "Hey, so, awkward situation. My mom's goldfish — RIP Bubbles — somehow jumped out of its bowl again, and now everyone's doing this whole memorial thing in the bathroom."
Maya blinked. Goldfish funeral at a high school party. Only Jordan. "Again? Didn't Bubbles die last month?"
"Different Bubbles. We're not creative with names." He grabbed her arm. "Come on, it's actually kinda profound."
The bathroom was crowded with people Maya barely recognized, all staring at a toilet that contained a single, floating orange shape. Someone had lit a Bath & Body Works candle, and the scent of "Japanese Cherry Blossom" mixed with the awkward energy of fifteen teenagers pretending to care about a fish they'd met maybe twice.
"Rest in peace, little swimmer," Jordan's girlfriend Chloe whispered, actual tears in her eyes. "You taught us that every moment is precious. Like, you only have three seconds, but you use them."
Maya felt it then — the lightning crack of realization. These weren't tears for a goldfish. They were tears for everything. For the friendships that might not survive graduation. For the childhoods ending in bathroom memorials. For the terrifying reality that soon, three seconds would feel like nothing.
The storm outside chose that moment to shake the house. Lightning flashed through the window, illuminating everything in stark, electric blue — Chloe's mascara tracks, Jordan's uncomfortable expression, the floating fish, all of it frozen in time.
Maybe being a zombie wasn't the worst thing, Maya thought. Because zombies were dead, and she was feeling so alive it hurt. Even if her phone buzzed in her pocket with her mom's text about coming home, even if Chloe started crying harder, even if this was literally the weirdest moment of her life.
"So," Jordan whispered, "do you want to say something?"
Maya looked at the fish, then at the people she'd spent four years growing up with. She thought about how goldfish were supposed to have three-second memories, but somehow they remembered to keep swimming.
"Yeah," she said. "I think I do."