Life's Not Dead Yet
The back gate creaked. I held my breath, waiting for my mom's light to flick on, but the house stayed dark. Perfect.
I was supposed to be finishing my AP Euro essay. Instead, I was sneaking out at midnight because my best friend Jayden had texted "EMERGENCY" in all caps. Turned out the emergency was boredom and a half-empty bottle of his brother's peach-flavored whatever.
"You look like a zombie," Jayden said, grinning as I climbed into his passenger seat.
"Thanks. Four hours of sleep will do that."
We drove around, windows down, music low, talking about nothing and everything. College apps. The fact that neither of us had had a girlfriend since freshman year. How everyone expected us to have our whole lives figured out by graduation.
"We're just zombies walking through it," I said, watching streetlights flash across the ceiling. "Doing what we're supposed to do."
Then Jayden hit the brakes.
A fox stood in the middle of the road, backlit by someone's headlights. Not moving. Just watching us with eyes that glowed like something ancient. It was the wildest thing I'd ever seen in suburbia.
"Bro," Jayden whispered. "That's a fox."
"I know what a fox is."
"No, I mean—look at it. It's not scared. It's like it knows something we don't."
We sat there for maybe thirty seconds. The fox tilted its head, then trotted off into someone's yard, tail disappearing like a ghost.
"Okay," Jayden said. "That was weirdly spiritual."
"Yeah," I said. And it hit me—how small I'd been making everything. The fox was just living. Moving through the world like it belonged there.
Then a dog started barking somewhere, and the moment broke. We laughed. The night air felt different suddenly, like I'd been holding my breath for months.
"You good?" Jayden asked.
"Yeah," I said, and I actually meant it. "Yeah. I'm good."
We headed back, the windows still down, me thinking about foxes and zombies and how maybe being seventeen meant you didn't have to be dead yet. You could just be—starting. The essay could wait. The world was still wide open.