Last Call at Santo's
Marco's gray hair caught the fluorescent light above Santo's bar as he signaled for another bourbon. At fifty-two, the strands had thinned across his crown like receding floodwaters, leaving him exposed in ways his dermatologist never warned about.
"You've been staring at that coaster for twenty minutes," Ellie said, sliding onto the stool beside him. Her dark hair fell in waves against a leather jacket she'd probably worn since their early twenties. "Still waiting for life to happen, or just enjoying the view of the bull market crashing on the TV?"
Marco snorted. "Same difference. Either way, I'm just watching from the sidelines."
Ellie's palm covered his hand on the bar — warm, firm, grounding. Her fingers were rough from years of piano teaching, but they'd always known how to settle him when he spun into existential tailspins. "Remember when we took that bull by the horns in Barcelona? When we said screw it to corporate ladders and bought those one-way tickets?"
"Yeah." Marco swallowed the remainder of his drink. "Then you came home after three months to teach music, and I stayed in finance for another decade before they laid me off. Some bull by the horns."
"We made choices." Her thumb traced the lifeline across his palm. "The difference is, I made mine consciously. You're still waiting for permission to live."
The truth tasted like cheap bourbon — burning, necessary, impossible to swallow. Marco remembered his father's advice about grabbing life by the reins, about how hairlines and waistlines expanded while opportunities contracted. He'd spent thirty years playing it safe, accumulating instead of living, and now the market had crashed.
He turned his hand over and interlaced his fingers with hers. "Teach me to play?"
Ellie smiled, and for the first time in years, Marco saw something beyond the familiar warmth — a challenge. "Tomorrow. Tonight, you're going to call your sister and tell her you're finally visiting. Then we're going dancing."
"I have two left feet."
"Bull." She squeezed his hand. "You're graceful when you stop thinking about how you look to everyone else."
Marco ordered another round, and for the first time since his divorce, he wasn't watching the clock or his phone or the financial news crawling across the screen. He was exactly where he was supposed to be: beginning again at closing time, with gray hair, worn palms, and the bull finally by the horns.