Last Call at Bull & Bear
The goldfish bowl sat on the corner of the mahogany bar, its three inhabitants circling endlessly in a prison of glass and filtered water. I watched them while nursing my third scotch, wondering if they were the lucky ones—oblivious to the fact that their world could shatter in a single careless moment.
My iPhone buzzed against the scarred wood, another notification from the firm's group chat that I couldn't bring myself to read. The senior partner's bulldog approach to negotiations had finally caught up with us, and now the SEC was knocking on doors downstairs.
"Bear it like a man, Tom," Reynolds had told me an hour ago, though he'd already retained his own lawyer. The Bear market analogy seemed particularly cruel now—both of us losing everything while the real bears walked away with golden parachutes.
That's when Sarah walked in. Sarah from Compliance, the woman I'd slept with last Tuesday after the holiday party, the woman who'd helped me bury the documents that were currently bringing down the firm. She slid onto the stool beside me, close enough that I could smell her vanilla perfume mixing with the bar's stale smoke.
"They found the files," she said, not looking at me. "The ones we shredded."
My iPhone lit up again. This time it wasn't work—it was her, her reflection ghosted in the bar's mirror behind the bottles, watching me watch her. "You need to leave," she whispered. "Before they connect it to us."
I looked at the goldfish, suddenly envying their tiny, forgotten lives. No sexual misconduct scandals, no federal investigations, no golden handcuffs turning into jail sentences. Just swimming in circles until someone remembered to feed them.
"The bartender has a back exit," Sarah said, her hand brushing mine—deliberately this time. "He owes me a favor."
I stood up, leaving my iPhone on the bar. Let them trace it. Let them wonder why the senior partner's protégé vanished into thin air. The Bull & Bear sign above the entrance flickered, casting dancing shadows across Sarah's face as she led me toward the kitchen doors.
Behind us, the goldfish continued their endless circles, safe in their glass world, while we stepped out into the cold rain, heading toward whatever came next for people who'd forgotten the difference between ambition and survival.