Greens at the Apex
Marc stared at the spinach wilting on his plate, a forest of dark green leaves slick with vinaigrette that resembled nothing so much as money sliding down a drain. Fifty years old, and here he sat at the summit of his own pyramid—the executive floor, where glass walls separated the kings from the courtesans.
"You're being a bull about this, Marc," Elena had said that morning, her voice already distant in that way that preceded leaving. "You keep charging at the same red cape, expecting something different to be waiting on the other side."
She'd packed her things in those quiet, efficient movements that scared him more than shouting. The way she'd folded his sweaters. The methodical clearing of her toothbrush from the bathroom.
Now his phone buzzed. The board wanted an answer on the restructuring. Another downsizing. Another round of efficiency that would send ripples through lives he'd never see, people he'd never know whose only connection to him was being an unfortunate line item in his pyramid scheme of success.
He picked up his fork, stabbed at the spinach. It had been Elena's idea—this health kick, this attempt to prolong a life that had stopped feeling like his own years ago. Eat clean. Exercise. Pretend the body could be salvaged even as the soul hollowed out.
The corporate pyramid rose thirty floors beneath him, each level a foundation for the one above. He'd spent three decades climbing, hands bleeding from the effort, breath coming short in the thin air of ambition. And what waited at the apex? This view. This silence. This salad.
He remembered being young and hungry, a bull in a china shop, convinced that force and will could reshape the world into something that made sense. Now he understood the joke was on him. The world made perfect sense—it just didn't care about his sense.
Marc pushed the spinach away. His phone buzzed again. Another red flag waving before him, demanding his charge.
He stood and walked to the window. The city sprawled beneath him, a million tiny lives moving in patterns he could see but no longer touch. For the first time in thirty years, he didn't want to climb anymore. He just wanted to find someone who'd ask him how the spinach tasted, and actually wait for the answer.