Goldfish Operations
Maya felt like a zombie walking into homeroom, thanks to pulling an all-nighter for AP Bio. Her brain was basically mush, but she had bigger problems than sleep deprivation. She was currently operating as an undercover spy in the most dangerous mission of her freshman year: figuring out if Tyler, the cute junior who worked at Smoothie Kingdom, actually noticed her existence.
"You're staring again," whispered Jada, sliding into the desk beside her. "This is getting borderline obsessive."
"I'm not obsessed," Maya defended, though her track record said otherwise. She'd memorized his work schedule, accidentally on purpose. "I'm conducting research. There's a difference."
Her phone buzzed. MOM: Don't forget to feed Goldie before shift.
Goldie. Her goldfish. The only living thing that didn't expect her to be cool, or popular, or interesting. Goldie just wanted flakes and to swim in tiny circles. Sometimes Maya felt like Goldie had the right idea — just keep swimming, ignore everything else.
"Earth to Maya," Jada waved a hand in her face. "You good? You look... intense."
"Yeah." Maya grabbed her bag. "Just thinking about my shift."
At Smoothie Kingdom, Tyler was blending some green monstrosity that looked like radioactive sludge. "Hey, Maya," he said, and her stomach did that thing where it forgot how to organs. "Want to try this new kale-spinach concoction? We're test-running it for the health crowd."
She took the cup. "Spinach? Bold choice."
"It actually tastes good," he promised, leaning against the counter. "So, I noticed you always order the same thing. Mango Madness, right?"
Maya froze. He noticed? He NOTICED?
"Yeah," she managed. "Consistency is key."
"Totally." He grinned, and she was done for. "Hey, some of us are hitting the arcade tonight after close. You should come."
"I'd love to." She took a sip of the spinach smoothie. It was... surprisingly decent. Or maybe she'd just lost her mind.
Later that night, arcade lights flashing and music thumping, Maya laughed at something Tyler said and actually felt present. Not zombie-Maya going through motions. Not spy-Maya gathering intel. Just Maya, being herself.
She caught Jada's eye across the room. Her best friend gave her a thumbs-up.
Maya's phone buzzed in her pocket. Probably another reminder about Goldie. But for now, she let it wait. Some things were more important than feeding time.
Like this moment. Like feeling seen.
Like finally waking up.