Goldfish Memories and Orange Skies
Maya stood in front of the bathroom mirror, mascara wand trembling in her hand. Tonight was Jordan's party — the biggest social event of sophomore year — and she'd spent three hours curling her hair only to have it frizz up like she'd stuck her finger in an electrical socket.
"You've got this," she whispered. "Not the weird corner girl again."
Her phone buzzed. Jordan: "party starts in 20!!! don't be late!!"
Maya grabbed her backpack and called out, "I'm leaving!"
"Don't forget your vitamin D supplement!" her mom yelled back. "Dr. Patel said you're low!"
"Got it, Mom!" Maya grabbed the orange bottle and dry-swallowed two pills. Because nothing says "cool teenager" like worrying about nutritional deficiencies at a house party.
The walk to Jordan's house took fifteen minutes. Her mind raced the entire way. What if nobody talked to her? What if Jordan's cat — that aggressive orange tabby that hated everyone — scratched her again?
When she arrived, the house pulsed with bass-heavy music. Students milled around the front yard, red cups in hand. Maya forced herself to breathe.
"Maya! You made it!" Jordan pushed through the crowd. "You have to meet my cousin. He goes to North High, super chill."
Before Maya could protest, she was dragged toward the back porch. There leaned a guy in a faded band t-shirt, dark hair falling across his eyes.
"This is Leo," Jordan announced. "Leo, this is Maya, the one who's obsessed with that goldfish documentary series."
Maya's face heated. "It's not a documentary — I follow this goldfish rescue account on TikTok —"
"Dude, goldfish need like, 20 gallons minimum per fish," Leo said, looking up with hazel eyes flecked with green. "Most people keep them in bowls and wonder why they die."
"Exactly! That's literally what I always say!"
Jordan rolled her eyes. "Great, you two bond. Later, losers." She disappeared.
"So," Maya said, "you don't seem like you're having much fun."
Leo shrugged. "Parties aren't my thing."
"I feel like a zombie at these things," Maya admitted. "Technically alive, but going through motions."
Leo's expression softened. "Yeah. That's exactly it."
They spent the next hour on the porch talking. Leo told her about his vintage vinyl collection; Maya shared her secret dream of becoming a marine biologist. With orange string lights glowing above and Jordan's cat yowling at something in the bushes, Maya felt present for the first time in months.
When her phone buzzed with "Home by 11!" from her mom, Maya didn't want to leave.
"Let me get your number," Leo said. "Since we're both apparently goldfish enthusiasts who hate parties."
Maya typed her number, fingers fumbling. "For the record, I don't hate all parties. Just ones where I feel like I'm performing."
Leo smiled — a real smile. "Same. Hey, maybe next time we could hang out? I have a goldfish tank. Two fish named Bubbles and Sushi."
"I'd love that."
The walk home felt different. For the first time, Maya didn't feel like the weird corner girl. She felt like someone who might belong somewhere.
Her phone buzzed from an unknown number: "This is Leo. Tonight wasn't terrible. High praise, coming from me."
Maya smiled. The zombie feeling had faded, replaced by something real.
And tomorrow? She'd actually remember to take her vitamin without her mom reminding her.