Goldfish in the Storm
The thunder cracked like the universe splitting open, and Maya clutched the plastic bag against her chest. Inside, Barnaby the class goldfish swam in frantic circles, completely unaware that his entire world had just shifted from Mr. Henderson's science classroom to Maya's trembling hands.
"You're doing what?" Jordan had asked earlier that day, leaning against his locker like he owned the hallway. His eyes held that particular glint that made Maya's stomach do actual gymnastics. "Pet-sitting a FISH? That's low-key hilarious, Maya."
She'd wanted to dissolve into the floor. Instead, she'd forced herself to shrug. "Someone's gotta keep him alive over break."
Now lightning flashed across her bedroom window, illuminating the disaster that was her life. She was sixteen, she couldn't talk to boys without turning into a human tomato, and she was currently responsible for a living creature that cost three dollars and had a three-second memory.
Her phone buzzed. Jordan.
*Storm got u stuck inside too? This vitamin D deficiency is REAL*
Maya typed and deleted three different responses before settling on: *lol yeah my parents closed the pool early*
*Want company? I have orange soda* he wrote back, and Maya's heart seized up like a car with no oil.
She scrambled around her room, shoving dirty clothes under her bed and arranging her pillows just so. When the doorbell rang, she nearly tripped over her own feet.
Jordan stood on her porch, rain plastering his hair to his forehead, holding a twelve-pack of Orange Crush like it was something normal people did on Tuesday nights.
"Your goldfish," he said by way of greeting, nodding at the bag she was still clutching. "That's low-key adorable."
They ended up sitting on her bedroom floor, sharing orange soda and watching Barnaby swim in his temporary home—a repurposed water cooler jug Maya's mom had found in the garage. The storm raged outside, but inside everything was weirdly quiet.
"You know what's messed up?" Jordan said, cracking open his third soda. "Everyone thinks they're supposed to have their life figured out by now. Like there's some vitamin supplement for being a functional human."
Maya laughed, surprised. "I literally just googled 'how to not be awkward' yesterday."
"No way." Jordan grinned, and suddenly the room felt different—like the air had shifted, charged with something that wasn't just the storm outside.
Barnaby surfaced at the top of his jug, blowing tiny bubbles. Lightning flashed, illuminating Jordan's face in a moment of perfect clarity.
"Your fish is living his best life," Jordan said softly. "Maybe we should all be more like goldfish. Just swimming, eating, not overthinking everything."
"Goldfish have three-second memories," Maya pointed out.
"Exactly." He leaned closer. "Imagine that—no overthinking conversations, no replaying embarrassments, no staying up at night wondering if you said the wrong thing. Just existing."
The space between them felt electric, like the air before lightning strikes. Maya's phone buzzed again—her mom asking if they wanted more snacks—but she ignored it.
"Jordan?"
"Yeah?"
"I'm glad I'm pet-sitting."
He smiled, and it wasn't his usual locker-cool smile. It was something realer.
"Me too."
Outside, the rain kept falling. Inside, something had changed—something small and fragile, like a bubble rising to the surface of water, waiting to break into the world above.