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Goldfish in the Pyramid Scheme

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Maya stood in front of the mirror, touching the new pimple on her chin like it was a bruise she couldn't stop pressing. Fifteen and already feeling like she was failing at being a teenager.

"You going to the party tonight?" her mom called from the kitchen.

"Maybe." Maya stared at her reflection. The party. Where Jake would be. Jake, who'd barely glanced at her all year, even though they'd been assigned as partners for that torturous Egypt presentation.

She headed to the kitchen. Her mom was cutting a **papaya**, its orange flesh glistening like something tropical and foreign in their suburban house.

"Try some," her mom said. "It's supposed to help with... well, everything."

Maya took a bite. It tasted like someone had mixed cantaloupe with old socks. "It's... interesting."

"Your father's coming home late again. That big work project." Her mom's voice had that tight edge Maya had learned meant *don't ask questions*.

The pyramid. Her dad's company was launching some cryptocurrency thing called PyramidChain. Her friends kept making jokes about pyramid schemes, but Maya just nodded along, pretending to understand what any of it meant.

Her phone buzzed. Emma: *Party's still on. Jake's asking about you.*

Maya's stomach did that thing where it felt like it was floating into her throat. Jake was asking about her? Jake, with his messy hair and those ridiculous Converse he wrote band names on?

She thought about her room. About her **goldfish**, Mango, swimming in endless circles in his bowl. Sometimes she felt like that was her life—same rooms, same hallways, same conversations, going round and round.

"You should go," her mom said, reading her mind. "Have fun. Be young."

Easier said than done.

At the party, Jake found her immediately. "Hey."

"Hey."

They stood there, the silence stretching until it felt like something physical between them.

"I liked your presentation," he said finally. "On the pyramids."

"Thanks." Maya's face burned. "I was super nervous."

"You couldn't tell. You looked like a total **bear**—you know, fierce. Like you'd claw anyone who doubted you."

Maya laughed. "I think I looked like I was about to throw up."

"Nah." He stepped closer. "You looked... cool."

Her heart was doing something embarrassing, like fluttering or maybe seizing. "Thanks."

"Want to go outside? It's loud in here."

They ended up on the back porch, sitting on the steps while the party thumped inside. Jake talked about music, about how his parents were fighting, about how he felt like everyone expected him to be someone he wasn't. Maya found herself talking about Mango, about how sometimes she felt like she was swimming in circles, about how she didn't know what she wanted to be when she grew up.

"That's the point, though," Jake said. "You're not supposed to know. We're fifteen."

He nudged her shoulder. His arm pressed against hers, warm and solid. Maya felt something shift inside her, like something opening up that had been closed tight.

"You're pretty cool, Maya," he said quietly.

"You're not so bad yourself."

They sat there until her mom texted her to come home. As they walked back inside, Jake took her hand. Just for a second. But it was enough.

That night, Maya fed Mango an extra pinch of flakes. The **goldfish** swam to the top, his mouth opening and closing in silent bubbles. She smiled.

Maybe circles weren't so bad. Sometimes you just had to keep swimming until something new appeared in the water beside you.