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Goldfish in the Palm

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Maya's **orange** hair was already frizzing at the roots, and she'd only been at Jordan's pool party for twenty minutes. The chlorine smell hung heavy in the July humidity, and practically everyone from sophomore year was already **swimming** or sprawled across pool floats looking effortless and gorgeous.

She'd spent forty-five minutes this morning convincing herself that dyeing her hair was a good idea—that it would make her look more confident, more interesting, more *her*. Now she just felt like a traffic cone surrounded by mermaids.

"Hey, nice hair," said someone behind her. Maya turned to find Leo from her history class, dripping wet, holding up a single **goldfish** from the snack bowl like it was some kind of offering. "Figured you might want a goldfish friend. You know, solidarity in the being-weird department."

Maya snorted. "Is that a compliment or an insult?"

"Definitely a compliment," Leo said, grinning. "Everyone else is playing it safe. You're out here with orange hair like you don't care what anyone thinks. That's kinda badass."

He held out his **palm**, where the tiny goldfish cracker sat. "I'm Leo, by the way. We've had three classes together and I don't think we've ever spoken."

"Maya," she said, then hesitated before taking the goldfish. "And the hair was an accident. I was going for subtle auburn and got... traffic cone."

"Honestly? Traffic cone works." Leo shrugged. "My cousin did something similar last year. Said she was trying to figure out who she was, ended up looking like a highlighter for three months before she found her vibe."

They ended up sitting on the pool edge, feet in the water, talking about everything and nothing while their classmates did cannonballs around them. Maya realized she was having actual fun—not the fake, performative kind she'd expected.

"You know," Leo said, splashing water at her, "you should come to the lake next weekend. My friend's cousin has a boat. We could go swimming somewhere that isn't a chlorine bath."

"I'd like that," Maya said, and for the first time all day, she didn't feel like an outsider. She just felt like a girl with orange **hair**, eating goldfish crackers with someone who got it.

Maybe the hair wasn't a disaster after all. Maybe it was exactly what she needed to find her people.