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Goldfish in the Deep End

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Maya's been running from the truth all summer. Literally running—miles on the trail behind her house, AirPods in, lungs burning, legs pumping until her brain goes quiet. But it only works until she stops.

The pool party starts in twenty minutes, and her group chat is blowing up. She stares at her iPhone screen, thumbs hovering over the keyboard. Chloe's posted a pic already: #squadgoals in matching bikinis, golden hour lighting hitting them just right. Maya's still in her bedroom, wearing a one-piece she outgrew last year, stomach doing that familiar knot thing.

"You need to get out there," her mom had said that morning, handing her a gummy vitamin like it could fix social anxiety. "You're sixteen, Maya. This is supposed to be fun."

Fun. Right.

The thing about pools is they're basically fishbowls for humans. Everyone's watching. And Maya feels like a goldfish trapped behind glass—slightly translucent, easily forgotten, swimming in the same tiny circles while everyone else seems to be ocean-bound.

Her phone buzzes again. Someone asks where she is. She types "omw!" then deletes it. Then types it again and hits send before she can overthink it.

At the party, the air smells like coconut sunscreen and chlorine. Tyler's there, of course. He's in the deep end, treading water, laughing at something Chloe said. Maya's stomach does a different kind of flip. She hasn't talked to him since that awkward moment in the hallway last week—why did she say his shoes looked comfortable? Who says that?

"Maya!" Chloe waves her over. "Finally! We're doing chicken fights. You're with Tyler."

Of course she is.

She wades in, water rising up her legs like cold fingers. Tyler grins at her, and something in her chest unlocks. "Ready to dominate?" he asks.

"Born ready," she says, and it's not even a lie.

Later, they'll lose spectacularly. Tyler will knock both of them over trying to dodge Chloe's attacks, and they'll surface sputtering and laughing, faces inches apart. The moment will hang there, electric and perfect, until Chloe splashes water in Maya's face and ruins it.

But right now, Maya's not running. She's just diving in.