Goldfish in the Deep End
Maya clutched her iPhone like a lifeline, screen brightness dimmed to avoid drawing attention. The pool party raged around her—splash fights, laughter, the bass of mumble rap vibrating through the concrete. She'd spent forty-five minutes pretending to be deeply absorbed in absolutely nothing.
"You gonna swim or just vibe?" called Derek, the guy whose crush status she'd been overanalyzing for three weeks.
"Maybe later," she mumbled, though she'd forgotten her swimsuit entirely. Classic Maya move—RSVP yes, panic arrive, underprepare.
That's when she spotted it: a goldfish bowl on the patio table, alone in the corner. A carnival prize from earlier, orange scales flashing in the party lights. The fish kept swimming in frantic circles, hitting the glass, turning, hitting again.
Damn. That was literally her entire personality encapsulated in aquatic form.
"I totally get you, little guy," she whispered, leaning closer.
Then came the scream. Someone had tripped over the extension cable powering the speakers, and suddenly chaos erupted. The music cut. People started shouting. Maya, caught off guard and already on edge, did what she did best: she bolted.
Running down the street in her cutoffs and Converse, phone clutched in hand. Running from what? From awkward conversations? From Derek potentially noticing her? From being the only one not in the pool?
She stopped at the corner, breathless, and finally unlocked her phone. Three notifications: a text from her mom asking if she was having fun, a Snap from her best friend asking where she'd disappeared to, and one from Derek.
"u ok? saw u book"
Maya stared at the screen. The goldfish wasn't running—it was just trapped. But she? She was running because she chose to.
She turned around and jogged back, not walking, not sprinting. Just enough momentum to carry her forward.
"yeah," she typed. "just needed a sec. b there in 5"
The goldfish would keep swimming in circles. But Maya? She was done going nowhere fast.