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Goldfish in the Deep End

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Marcus was definitely not built for this. The pool party at Jessica's house was supposed to be the social event of the sophomore year, and somehow he'd actually been invited. Probably because his mom was the one who'd cleaned Jessica's family pool every Saturday for like, forever. Whatever. He was here, and that was what mattered.

The problem was, Marcus couldn't swim. Not even a little. Not "oh I'm bad at swimming" — more like "I once almost drowned at the community center and now pools give me panic attacks." But there he was, standing at the edge of the in-ground pool, everyone splashing and laughing like this was totally normal and not absolutely terrifying.

"Yo Marcus, you coming in or what?" Tyler called from the water. Tyler, who somehow looked like he'd walked straight out of a TikTok thirst trap.

"Nah, I'm good," Marcus said, leaning against the patio chair like he was too cool for chlorinated water. "Just guarding the snacks."

That's when he saw it. A tiny orange goldfish swimming near the surface, completely out of place in this massive artificial pool. Where had it even come from? Some party prank? A pet someone decided to liberate? The little guy was just darting around aimlessly, probably wondering why his entire world had turned blue and chemical-smelling.

Marcus found himself oddly invested in this random goldfish's survival. He grabbed a red plastic cup and started carefully trying to scoop it up, aware that he probably looked insane to everyone else. But then he noticed Jessica's little sister Maya watching him, knees pulled to her chest on the edge of the pool.

"That's Goldie," she said quietly. "I put him in there because I thought he'd be happier with more space to swim. But I think he hates it."

"Yeah," Marcus said, finally managing to catch the little fish in the cup. "Sometimes more space just makes it harder to find your way back."

Maya helped him transfer Goldie back into his proper bowl inside, and for the first time all night, Marcus felt like he wasn't faking anything. Later, when his mom picked him up, he found himself actually laughing about the absurdity of it all — how he'd spent the whole night terrified of the pool but somehow saved a fish instead.

"You know," his mom said on the drive home, "sometimes the bravest thing you can do is admit what you're afraid of."

Marcus nodded, watching the streetlights blur past. Maybe next time he'd actually get in the water. Then again, maybe he'd just be the person who helped someone else find their way back to shore. Either way, he was done running from things that scared him.