Goldfish in the Crosshairs
Maya's lungs burned as she rounded the third corner of the cross-country course, her neon sneakers slapping against the dirt path. Running was supposed to be her escape from the dumpster fire that was freshman year, but honestly? Her calves were screaming and she'd already been passed by three seniors who looked like they were training for the Olympics.
"You got this, Maya!" someone called from the sidelines. Probably her mom, who'd made Maya promise to join a team after spending last summer binge-watching Netflix in her room like a total hermit.
Maya wiped sweat from her forehead and kept moving, thinking about how she'd ended up here. It had started with the goldfish situation—her dad's attempt to teach her "responsibility" by trusting her with his prize-winning fantail goldfish, Neptune. Then Neptune had mysteriously died after Maya accidentally fed him spinach (she'd read somewhere that fish liked vegetables, okay? She was thirteen and trying to be helpful). Her dad had been crushed, and Maya had felt like actual garbage.
So here she was, running because her therapist said it would help her work through the guilt. But the real problem wasn't dead fish—it was Jordan, the junior varsity quarterback who sat behind her in biology and always smelled like expensive cologne and confidence.
Yesterday in the cafeteria, Maya had been eating her lunch (trying to be healthy, more spinach, obviously) when Jordan had walked by and said, "Hey Maya, nice shirt." She'd frozen, her heart doing that embarrassing flutter thing, and managed to choke out "Thanks" while flashing what she hoped was a normal smile.
Ten minutes later, her best friend Tiana had pulled her aside. "You had spinach in your teeth the whole time he was talking to you."
"Are you serious?" Maya had practically wailed. "He definitely noticed."
"He definitely did," Tiana had confirmed. "But honestly? He kept talking anyway, so..."
Now, as Maya pushed through the final stretch of the race, legs feeling like jelly, she spotted Jordan at the finish line. He was cheering for someone else, but then his eyes landed on her.
"Go Maya! You're crushing it!" he yelled, and for a second, she forgot about the spinach, the goldfish, the guilt. She crossed the finish line and collapsed onto the grass, gasping for air but feeling weirdly okay.
Jordan walked over and extended a hand. "Nice race. You've been getting faster."
Maya took it, her face heating up. "Thanks. Still working on not dying, though."
He laughed. "Join the club. Oh, and just so you know? The spinach incident? I didn't even notice. Tiana was messing with you."
Maya's eyes widened. "Wait, what?"
"Yeah," Jordan grinned. "But it's cool that you eat healthy. My little brother's obsessed with spinach ever since he watched that Popeye movie."
"Your... brother likes Popeye?"
"Unfortunately. He also has two goldfish named after Sailor Moon characters. It's a whole thing." Jordan paused. "Anyway, maybe I'll see you at practice tomorrow?"
"Yeah," Maya smiled, finally breathing normally again. "That'd be... yeah."
As Jordan walked away, Maya realized something: running sucked, spinach was still embarrassing, and she'd never live down the goldfish murder. But maybe she didn't have to run from her mistakes forever. Sometimes you just had to keep moving forward, even if it meant bearing witness to your most awkward moments—and realizing they weren't actually as catastrophic as you thought.