Goldfish in the Bull Market
The goldfish circled its bowl, oblivious to the chaos erupting in the trading pit below. Sarah watched it from the forty-second floor, her champagne glass trembling in hands that had spent twelve years executing trades that meant nothing.
"They're calling it a correction," Marcus said, appearing behind her. His tie was undone, his eyes wild with that particular glint she recognized from their wedding night—the night before he signed away his soul to this firm. "But we both know what it really is."
Zombies. That's what they were becoming—the hollowed-out men and women of Wall Street, shuffling between terminals, trading their lives for numbers on screens. Sarah had felt herself becoming one for months now, her memories dissolving like sugar in cold water, her emotions flattening into corporate platitudes.
"The bull market is dead, Marcus," she said, turning to face him. "We've been running on fumes and insider whispers for six months."
He laughed, that hollow bark she'd heard at every holiday party, every client dinner. "Bullshit, Sarah. This is just a dip. We ride it out like always."
The goldfish bumped against the glass, its mouth opening and closing in silent desperation. She'd bought it on impulse three months ago, naming it Hope—a joke that had stopped being funny weeks ago. Now it was the only real thing in her office of paper promises and digital ghosts.
"I met someone," she said suddenly. The words felt foreign, heavy with possibility. "Someone who remembers who I was before all this."
Marcus's face crumpled. He looked like a man learning he'd been dead for years and hadn't noticed. "The bull market"—he gestured vaguely at the screens—"it made us rich, Sarah. But it made us something else too."
"Zombies," she said softly, watching the goldfish make another endless circle. "But some of us are waking up."
She walked out, leaving behind her keycard, her resignation letter, and the goldfish—freed at last, swimming in its own private ocean, waiting for someone brave enough to shatter the glass.