Goldfish in the Bathroom Mirror
The bathroom lights buzzed like an angry hornet as Maya stared at her reflection. Orange. Like, actually orange. Not "subtle amber highlights" orange—more like "traffic cone on steroids" orange. Her mom was going to literally lose her entire mind.
"You look like a zombie that crawled out of a Fanta bottle," her brother Jayden said from the doorway, not looking up from his phone.
"Thanks, Jay. Really helpful." Maya ran her fingers through the crispy remains of what used to be normal brown hair. The box dye had promised "sunset copper," which in hindsight was clearly propaganda.
Tomorrow was sophomore year orientation, and she'd already spent the entire summer overthinking her existence. Now she'd be the girl with the orange hair. The girl everyone stared at. The girl who made questionable life choices at 11 PM on a Tuesday.
She sank onto the tiled floor and pressed her forehead against the cool porcelain of the bathtub. This was it. This was who she was now: someone who did things impulsively and regretted them immediately. A total fraud.
Her phone lit up with a text from Chloe: *u coming to the party tonight??*
Maya stared at the message. The party. Where everyone would see her. Where Connor—her crush since literally seventh grade—would definitely see her looking like a human safety cone.
She shuffled to her room and flopped onto her bed, accidentally knocking over her fishbowl. Water splashed everywhere, and Goldie—the unremarkable goldfish she'd won at a fair last year—flopped onto her duvet, gasping.
"Oh my GOD, Goldie, don't die on me too!" Maya scrambled to scoop him up, but he just sat there in her palm, barely moving, looking completely unbothered by his near-death experience. Just a tiny orange fish living his best life, not caring what anyone thought.
Maya laughed. A real laugh, from somewhere deep in her chest. Here she was, spiraling about hair color, while her goldfish was literally out here living on the edge every single day.
She texted Chloe back: *yes. be there soon.*
Maya wiped mascara smudges from under her eyes and stood up. The orange hair was still there, still chaotic, still absolutely ridiculous. But Goldie was swimming peacefully again, and Maya realized something: she could spend her whole life trying to blend in, or she could just be the girl with the orange hair who didn't care what anyone thought.
She grabbed her jacket. The zombie in the mirror was gone. In her place was someone who was about to walk into a party looking like a traffic cone and absolutely own it.