Goldfish in a Glass Bowl
I hovered by the snack table at my first high school house party, nursing a warm soda like it was my lifeline. The basement was packed, bodies pressed together in sweltering chaos. Somewhere in the corner, a pyramid of empty beer cans had reached impressive height, mocking my decision to stay sober.
That's when I saw him—Marcus, the varsity quarterback who sat behind me in AP Bio, smiling at me like I was actually worth noticing. I nearly choked on my Pepsi.
"You're the one who actually answered that question about mitochondria," he said, leaning against the bookshelf next to me.
I nodded, probably too enthusiastically. "Yeah. That's me. Mitochondria girl."
He laughed, and it was like lightning—sudden, electric, illuminating everything in the room for one perfect second. "I'm Marcus. And you're way more interesting than mitochondria."
My face was definitely flaming. I'd spent three years comfortably positioned at the bottom of the social pyramid, and suddenly the top tier was talking to me. About mitochondria.
"So," Marcus said, nodding toward the shelf behind me. "What do you think about the goldfish?"
I blinked. "What?"
There was a fishbowl containing a single orange goldfish, frantically swimming in tight, panicked circles. "My little sister won him at the carnival," Marcus explained. "Named him Turbo, which is ironic because he's not exactly fast. Just... persistent."
I watched the fish keep hitting the glass, over and over, convinced there was something better on the other side. "He's got a shorter memory span than my crush on you," I said before I could stop myself.
Marcus's eyes widened. "Wait, really?"
The room suddenly felt too hot, too loud. "I mean—what? No. I didn't—that's not what—I was just joking about the fish thing—"
"I've been trying to talk to you all semester," Marcus interrupted. "I just never knew how to start without being weird about it."
The goldfish nosed the glass one more time, then finally turned around and swam back to the center of his bowl. Like he'd realized he was exactly where he needed to be.
"Can I get your number?" Marcus asked. "For... bio study group? Or whatever."
"Or whatever," I agreed, grinning like an idiot.
The pyramid of beer cans collapsed, cans clattering everywhere. The room erupted in laughter. But Marcus just stood there, waiting for my answer, and for the first time in my life, I wasn't swimming in circles anymore.