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Goldfish in a Fedora

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Maya's phone screen glowed at 2 AM, illuminating her face in the mirror. She was doing it again—**spy**ing on Jordan's Instagram story for the third time tonight. It's called "stalking" in normal people language, but Maya preferred to think of herself as a social intelligence operative. Same energy, better branding.

She adjusted the oversized fedora she'd stolen from her dad's closet—her signature **hat** since seventh grade, when she realized her curly hair was a personality she hadn't signed up for. The hat was her armor. Under it, she was invisible. Behind it, she was mysterious. Mostly, she was just Maya with really bad hat hair.

"You're swimming in circles," her best friend Priya had told her yesterday. "Like a **goldfish** in a bowl. Watch his stories, overanalyze his captions, repeat. That fish has more emotional range than you right now."

Priya wasn't wrong. Maya had been orbiting Jordan's social media presence since homecoming, when they'd shared an awkward dance and exactly zero words after. Now every post was a clue, every story a coded message. Jordan posted a sunset? Obviously missing Maya (who happened to live west of him). Jordan used a certain emoji? Undoubtedly their secret symbol (it wasn't).

The carnival goldfish she'd won last month swam lazily in its bowl on her nightstand, named Wanda because why not. Wanda had a three-second memory, which Maya envied. Imagine forgetting every embarrassing thing you'd done by the time you circled back around.

Her phone buzzed. Jordan had posted again.

Maya's heart did that thing where it forgot its job. She tapped through—another photo of the sunset, but this time with a caption: "missing someone who probably won't see this."

Maya stared. Was it—no. It couldn't be. Unless...

Her thumbs hovered over the keyboard. Three words could change everything. Or ruin everything. Or both.

Wanda swam to the front of her bowl and stared at her with those fish eyes that had seen everything because fish eyes are always open, actually.

Maya took a breath. Sent: "I see it."

A minute later: "Finally. I was wondering how many sunsets I had to post."

She smiled, tugging her hat lower. Being a spy wasn't so bad when the target was playing along.