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Goldfish Grace on the Padel Court

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My goldfish was the only one who understood me. Seriously. We'd moved to this snobby suburb three months ago, and I was still the weird new kid who sat with the theater crowd but didn't actually do theater. Goldie - my actual, literal goldfish - would swim to the front of her bowl whenever I came home, like she'd been waiting all day to hear about how I'd nearly died of social awkwardness in the cafeteria again.

Then there was Maya, who sat behind me in history and somehow made wearing the same vintage band shirt three days in a row look intentional instead of desperate. We'd been doing this weird dance around actually becoming friends since September, both too cool to admit we were lonely.

"You doing padel today?" she asked, spinning in her chair like she didn't care about the answer.

I stared at her. "I don't even know what padel is."

Her face lit up. "Only the most pretentious sport ever, which is exactly why we have to play it. It's like tennis but in a cage. My dad's friend has a court."

So that's how I ended up at the Goldsmiths' house that Saturday, standing on a padel court with a racquet that cost more than my entire wardrobe. Maya's dad's friend turned out to be this guy everyone called Bull, not because he was particularly tough but because he was six-foot-five and had once accidentally walked through a screen door.

"Alright then," Bull said, tossing me a ball. "Show me what you've got."

I missed. Completely. The ball sailed into the neighbor's yard.

Maya cracked up. "That's the spirit!"

But something weird happened. Bull didn't make fun of me. He just nodded sagely like my incompetence was part of some larger cosmic plan. "Your form's all wrong," he said. "You're overthinking it. Stop trying to play padel and just hit the damn ball."

We played for hours. I was terrible, Maya was aggressively mediocre, and Bull kept giving us advice that sounded like fortune cookies written by a gym teacher. But I was laughing so hard my stomach hurt, and Maya was looking at me like I was actually a person worth knowing.

When I got home, I flopped onto my bed and told Goldie everything. She swam to the front of her bowl, her orange scales catching the lamplight. "I might have actually made a friend," I whispered. "Like, a real one. Not a fish."

She blew a bubble. I took it as approval.

My phone buzzed. A text from Maya: same time next Saturday?

I smiled. For the first time in three months, this strange new place felt like it could be home. Even if I was still the worst padel player in the entire county.