Goldfish and Getting There
Maya's phone buzzed with the group chat that changed everything. "Party at Damien's. His parents are gone. B.Y.O.B. — Bring Your Own... whatever."
She'd been crushing on Damien since seventh grade, when he'd let her borrow his pen and accidentally brushed her hand. Now they were juniors, and she was still just Maya—quiet, unassuming, the kind of person who brought spinach wraps to lunch while everyone else had pizza.
"You going?" asked Jen, her best friend since the goldfish incident of freshman year, when they'd accidentally killed the class pet during their bio project and spent three days dramatically mourning "Bubbles." Jen was the reason Maya had running shoes in her locker and had actually joined cross country, even though she mostly walked.
"I don't know," Maya said, stabbing at her papaya in the cafeteria. "I mean, have you talked to Damien? He doesn't even know I exist."
"Bare minimum: show up, look hot, make him notice you." Jen flipped her hair. "I'm doing your makeup. Non-negotiable."
Three hours later, Maya barely recognized herself. Jen had gone full fox—smoky eyes, gloss, something called "contour" that apparently changed her jawline. She wore her favorite ripped jeans and a shirt that said "THE DRAMA" in sparkly letters, because irony was the only thing she felt confident in.
"You're gonna kill it," Jen said, shoving her toward Damien's front door.
The party was exactly what Maya expected: cheap soda, music that shook the walls, people pretending to be cooler than they were. She spotted Damien immediately—laughing with his friends, effortlessly perfect.
She grabbed a drink and ended up on the back porch with some guy named Marcus who was apparently really into... competitive origami?
"It's actually super intense," Marcus said, folding a napkin into something that might've been a fox or possibly a very confused goldfish. "There's tournaments and everything."
Maya laughed, genuinely laughed, and realized she was having fun. Not Damien-and-his-perfect-friends fun, but actual fun.
Then Damien appeared. "Hey, Maya, right? You're in my English class."
"Yeah!" she said, way too loud. Someone knocked over a bowl of spinach dip nearby, and suddenly the night felt like it could go either way.
"Cool," Damien said. "You doing anything tomorrow? Want to grab lunch?"
Maya blinked. "Really?"
"Yeah. You seem... actually interesting. Not like trying too hard."
Later, walking home with Jen, Maya realized the truth: the person she'd been trying so hard to impress wasn't Damien at all. It was herself. And she didn't need the perfect outfit or the right words to be worth noticing.
"So?" Jen demanded. "How was it?"
Maya grinned into the darkness. "I think I'm finally starting to figure this out. Being me, not who I thought I should be."
"About time," Jen said. "Oh, and Damien texted me. He thinks you're cool."
Maya laughed. Funny how that mattered less now than it had three hours ago.