Fox Lake Summer
The first week at summer camp, I learned three things: my bunkmates were already a tight clique, the lake was freezing at 6 AM, and I was terrible at making friends.
"You coming to swimming?" Maya asked, dangling her legs off the dock. She was the kind of pretty that made me forget my own name.
"Maybe," I said, like I hadn't been standing there for ten minutes trying to look casual.
That's when I saw it—a red fox padding through the trees, impossibly close to camp. It stopped, regarded me with amber eyes, and kept walking like I wasn't even worth acknowledging.
"Did you see that?" I asked, pointing.
Maya didn't look up from her phone. "See what?"
The fox. The moment. The fact that I was trying so hard it was pathetic.
The next morning, I woke up before everyone and slipped down to the lake alone. The water was glass, reflecting pink sky, and I dove in before I could talk myself out of it. Cold shocked my lungs clean. Something rustled on shore—the fox again, watching with what I swear was judgment.
"You think I'm weird too?" I called, splashing water.
The fox tilted its head. A dog barked from somewhere—Camp Director Dave's golden retriever, Buster, who loved everyone and made it look so easy.
By day three, I'd accepted my fate: I'd be the girl who talked to foxes while everyone else formed friend groups that would last until college. Then I found Maya sitting on the dock, crying into her knees.
"Hey," I said, because what else do you say?
"My parents are divorcing," she said, like she'd been holding it in all week. "This camp was their idea of 'normal.'"
So I sat with her and we skipped breakfast, and when Buster came bounding down the path, he sat between us like a fluffy mediator. We talked about nothing and everything, and when the fox appeared again, Maya finally saw it.
"It's beautiful," she said.
"Yeah," I said. "It showed up the first day. I thought it was judging me."
Maya laughed. "Maybe it was waiting for me to notice."
Sometimes friendship starts not with grand gestures but with being seen—really seen—by someone who understands that wild things run in packs, but the best ones find you when you're alone, waiting for someone to notice the fox in the trees and the girl who's been watching it all along.